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OLD BLOG IS REVIVED!

2007-05-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

wow.
look at all the spider webs my blog have collected! oh and some dust bunnies too!!
WAHAHAHA

so far my June holidays are not going GREAT.
first of and for most, i have to go back to school for structured lessons for SIX days. how depressing can life be huh?
LOLL.

enough about that.

im here to talk about my new fascination of the KBS WORLD. i just discovered that i had this channel on cable two months ago. i already started watching
MUSIC BANK (keeping a look out for SUPER JUNIOR!);;
DALJA'S SPRING (a very touching love story);;
ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY (it's like the E! Buzz for the Korean Channel)
and...
im currently hooked to HELLO MISS!
can't believe its already ending so soon though. >.<

well, other than that. everything's alright. im in a 'couldn't-ask-for-more' attitude right now. other than the fact that i still have to go to school tomorrow, that is.

i shall change my blogskin too. soon.
darn i just got reminded of the aoi-reita english conversation. haa. it was cute hearing them speak in english... haha.

maji?

esplanade @ nite

2007-02-24T14:42:00.000+08:00

i went out last night with my uncle along with his wife plus mom, dad, inah, grandmum, trina and nicholas.

phew! what a mouthful!

miraculously, we managed to fit in the family car.

we walked from Marina Square

to Esplanade to Fullerton Hotel.

my uncle claims he stays there. but i doubt he realy does!

i finally found the guitar chords for 'Everything Burns'.

yay!

by the way, you see that HUGE bottle of wine??

that's a MOET&CHANDON BOTTLE. i found it at this Esplanade cafe.

i heard it cost $176? im not sure.

maybe the guy working at the cafe just wanna get rid of me... i'll go check on it again. laughs

'i have to persevere!'

a soundtrack playing softly in my mind

2007-02-23T16:54:00.000+08:00

wow...
It has been 2 months already since i last blogged.
COOL!
i bet my blog collected virtual dust bunnies!! (laughs)

hmm... ive been busy writing story. gonna miss writing the current one once i finished. this is the most interesting one ive written so far. [@_@]

i realised that the yr 2000-2005/6 songs are nicer than the ones coming out this yr...

no offence but Hinder's Lips Of An Angel sounds too cliche and very unfaithful to dedicate on air during Valentine's Day.
ps. an idiot did that and i laughed my head off!

sure it's catchy since the group in front of Me & Jasmine sings it every day. but i dunn mind their singing. (laughs)

a caution to others: dunn sit in front of or near me when im having writer's idea diarrhea.
cool, i rhymed... sorta. hurhur.

quoted frm Merchant of Venice: "i know not why i am so sad" <>

Sayo-Nara!!

BACK FROM PHIL.

2006-12-27T10:50:00.000+08:00

hello!!

i missed blogging sooo much!
anyways, i'm back from my one month vacation in Philippines...
and have i got a suprise for everyone..haha.

currently, i lost my voicce due to fireworks, cold drinks, 'island punch' and the hot weather there. i totally sound like the SCREAM killer. but my sister likes to call it my teen voice cause i sound like a boy whose voice is breaking...

seriously, my sister needs to update on her jokes..

as i was saying, i thoroughly enjoyed my stay there although i was pissed off half-way. it's a long story.

the pictures will have to wait shortly. i need to edit some of them cause one of my pictures looke like im truly drunk.
okay, okay.. so i was drunk. but i did't lose my sensibilty. promise.

well, here's some random facts i learnt during my stay there:

- my laptop is working! yay for me.
- strawberry wine rules.
- a gay thought i was a tomboy and had a crush on me... /:
- my dad had diarhea. i enjoyed singing the song to him.
- i did karaoke with my cousin. they said i sound like a guy.
- the swimming pools there are way too tall for me. i nearly drowned.
- i liked one techno song. this is a first for me. im not a big fan of techno.
- my mom got an iPOD WITH 80GB. I wonder how she persuaded dad to but it for her?
- island punch is not a kid's drink. it's vodka.

believe me, been there and done that. i was lied to by my cousin Germaine. i ended up thinking it was juice and drank almost eight glasses of them. thank goodness, no parents were there. we have my grandmother's house all to ourselves to have me and my sister's farewell party.

-i got passed the bouncers!!

yep, me and my father's side cousins went clubbing. but since iwasn't much of a dancer, i just drank. i shan't tell you what i drank. but i didnt drink beer...

- half of my cousins know PANIC! AT THE DISCO, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE & FALL OUT BOY

finally! after two years of constant holidays there, i thought they still wouldn't know those bands. i mean they are quiet famous right?

but it was annoying to hear them sing BUT ITS BETTER IF YOU DO and SUGAR WE'RE GOING DOWN at least 7 times at home.

well, that's some random facts. but im just blogging to update. i'll come up with the pictures soon enough.

and here's jasmine tag. i know it's almost 2 month.. sorry.

Instructions:Name thirteen friends who come straight to your mind. Do not cheat or read the questions underneath first. Answer the questions. After that tag 6 people to do the same.

1. Jasmine
2. Roycelyn
3. Fang Qi
4. Annabel
5. Sondra
6. Zara
7. Inah
8. Kerrie
9. Anne Jeanette
10. Tessa
11. Germaine
12. Charmaine
13. Carlo

Questions.
1. How did you meet 10?
school

2. What would you do if you had never meet 1?
no life... jk! school wouldn't be as fun.

3. What will you do if 6 and 2 dated?
i'll probably pee my pants from laughing.

4. Have you seen 4 cried?
yes.

5. Do you think 10 is cute?
um, can i not--- next question pls?

6. How did you get to know 8?
since birth. she was born two months before me. my bestfriend since young.

7. Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
no. way. what am i? les?

8. What is number 7's favourite color?
pink

9. What would you do if 6 confessed he/she loves you?
laugh my head off then ask her if she's serious. then i'll hang myself in my room.

10. State a fact about 9.
A DAREDEVIL. never afraid of anything.

11. Who is 4 going out with?
i've got no idea... maybe she's single.

12. Who is number 5 to you?
someone who can understands me. (:

13. Will you ever live with 13?
uh, no unless my grandmother can have jlo's butt...

14. Is 2 single?
single but not available i guess.

15. What do you think abt 3?
she's funy and easy to get along with.

16. What is the best thing abt number 8?
she buys great gifts.

17. What do you like abt 11?
she' not a kikay (bimbo).

18. Favourite memory with 6?
being able to read her mind and laughing without saying anything to each other at all.

i've got no idea who to tagg this to so i'll just leave it here.
byee.

2006-10-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!
like my blogskin???
especially done for me by my DEAREST friend, roycelyn.

!!THANK YOU THANK YOU!!

right now, im multi-tasking. i just finished watching PRISON BREAK. now, watching INUYASHA!
by the way, did i mention that WENTWORTH MILLER'S eyes are so hott!!
hahahah
i think he does have nice eyes. can stare at it forever. hahaha

*LOOKS AT BLOGSKIN*
ohh dunn worry shou! you're still the prettiest & cutest guy...
hahaha

PS sucre is so funny! hahaha.

went to PARKWAY after school.
then we had our own JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE MOMENT among ME, ANNABEL AND JASMINE. HA.
we were all fighting over Lee Ryan. yes, the guy who used to sing all the high notes when he was in BLUE.
ps. i like their song BEST IN ME.
hahahaha...

yeah, reminiscing the past.
somebody seems to do that alot. hahaha
and now its raining every time i go home.
pfft!
miraculously, inever forget to bring along my umbrella. somebody has cheetah print on his umbrella. TSK TSK. so feminine. must change hor!

anyways, i gotta go. im waking up 0400 am LATER.
bringing my gramnparents to airport.
haiz. gonna miss grandma's cooking.

BYEE~

2006-10-16T15:19:00.000+08:00

first thing in the morning, i had stomach ache. it a really BAD one too!

i actually planned on not coming to school today because of that. then i remembered i had papers to get back. plus, stayin at home sucks since mommy dearest will bully me to go 'shopping' with her which is in fact grocery shopping. i DISLIKE grocery shopping! i hate it more than cleaning toilets or something.

FRIDAY:
i went out with the gang. we walked around.
yeah, i know sounds boring huh?
well, i was 'thrilled' to the botom of my feet!
if you guessed i was saying it in sarcasm, you were DAMM right!

first off, the running to the bus stop wasn't a great idea. we came WAY EARLIER than the freakin' bus!

second, the meeting others and we dunn even know who they are... not nice.

third, the hearing of your friend's other friends say "oh they're there!" ... not pleasant as well. i felt like a piece of unwanted speck when i heard that. yes. it was offending for me. i felt like she felt shameful to be with us when meeting them. i dunno... that's how i felt.
i mean, we were ignoring them already. yes, i know it's our bad as well but hearing that was kinda rude. it sounded to me like: " eh, you're hanging out with them??" in a disgusted tone.

well enough about that.
i dunn wanna blow my top just because of a simple thing
xxxxxxxxxxxxBREAKxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

UPCOMING HOLIDAY SCHEDULE:

mommy dearest is starting to freak me out again.

she told me not only am i wearing a STUPID GOWN.
i'm also going to have my face and hair done properly with a make-up artist.

GOSH.
if anyone tries to touch my face, i sw__ i'll freaking KILL you!

my mom even added to the fact that she may want us to do our eyebrows.!

EXTREME DISGUST!!
I DUNN WANT TO SHAVE, PLUCK, INJECT OR WHATEVER SHITTIFIED STUFF BIMBOTIC PPLE DO TO THEIR FACE AND/ OR EYEBROWS.

it's just disgusting.
AND NOBODY GETS TO TOUCH MY HAIR. UNLESS IT'S JERRY or TITA.
[PS. my personal hair-dresesser and yes, jerry's a guy but don't tell him i told you that!]xxxxxxxxxxBREAKxxxxxxxxxxx

SUNDAY:

went shopping with the whole family.

dad bought us shorts and t-shirts. my sister bought short shorts.
hair stands.

cant even think about it.

anyways, that's all my say for now.
i'm HAPPY with my marks. high or low. doesnt really matter to me.

oh and the movie crossroads is nice. britney looks much nicer then in her nerdy kinda way. hahaha
okay those of you who disagree dunn have to puke that hard... sheesh.

2006-10-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL EXAMS ARE FINALLY DONE!!!

me: [breaks into a dance routine] oh yeah, oh yeah... WHOO-HOO!!
you: [quizzical look] what in the world?!?!
me: what?! cant a girl have privacy to do her dance celebration???

anyways, i'm completely beat!
exams have just finished. and i give up on trying to do blogskin. yeah, i know... took me four days and a hald just to 'plan it all out' . i shall not be obsessed with changing skins unlike someone! hehehe~

apparently, my dad is in love with X-BOX once more. he was influenced into 'drifting' after watching FAST AND FURIOUS: TOKYO DRIFT'. he's annoying me right now to help him set up the freaking thing! grr...

me: [waving dad off] wait! wait! must type finish first!!
dad: [pulling away from laptop's screen] NO! i need to check if i can finally drift. hurry up
[looks at screen] what's this blogger? why typing what i say? eh, stop it and ----
me: [gets dragged away] nooooo!!!

five mintues later...
haiz.
dad is weird. seriously he expects himself to be able to drift. sure dad! and im really six feet tall.
and now, he's giving me the freakin' inncent face! GRR...

i shall stop talking crap now. i know my blog not that interesting. and i think im drifting away more often. dunno if i shld still write the story. i've got no more inspirations unlike back then.
[sighs]
the life of a writer. never to be understood.

shall end here.
tata!

2006-10-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

grrr...

THANKS ALOT HAICHO~!!
now, my BLOG HAS BEEN MARRED FOREVER BY YOU!!!
-__-'''
actually, today, met a n old friend who 'claims' to have been to Japan. now, she also LOVES GazettE. and has been bothering me for pictures and mp3s of them since i met her.

anyways, I shall just leave the post there in case HAICHO~ do some more damage to me and my beloved BLOG. im so going to punch her right now... ugh...
BYE!
**(gotta study for MATHS now.)**

2006-10-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

hallo! hallo!

i am currently posting on my friend's blog! LOL.

trizia: -__-! yeah. i can see that.... :walks away:
me: hey! appreciate that im doing the honors of posting on your blog!

anyway, as i was saying! haicho~ here.... and im gonna post pictures on my friends blog without her knowledge!

trizia: you know i can really tell what your gonna do...
me: shhhh!! you're not suppose to read until end!
trizia: what can i do... ur using my laptop. :looks away:
me: OH YEAH!

okok... im going to post this pictures!!!!
WAHAHAHAHA......

first up, we got AOI, KAI and REITA! FALALALA... Reita is hot! hahahaha...

secon, we got URUHA and RUKI!

next, we got the whole band! hahahaha... im so gonna be DEAD MEAT when triz sees this! hahahaha!

then, we got another group picture!! so kawaii~

finally, GAZETTE with LOST PROPHETS! i wonder who they are... must be a band tho.

DONE!!!

AREN'T THAY ALL SO NICE!! WAHAHAHA... i shall prepare myself for my friend's butchering for doing this to her blog! LOL.

this has been fun! byeee~

HAICHO

2006-10-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

i feel so LOVED! :hugs herself:
oh! hi... :embarassed laugh: ... i didnt knw you're there! hehehe~ =

anyways, my dad is depriving me of my dear laptop!
grr... he has been doing so since MONDAY.

ugh.
actually, exams are here....
:realises: OMFG! EXAMS ALREADY!?!? :faints:

[the other me: okay... *fans her other self*]

soooo... "gotta study, study, study!" as quoted from my dad. >.<
he's such a nehneh. haha. mom even scold him that he's being childish.

LOL. dad? childish?
nonono...
my hearings cant be right. hahahahaha.

today, just had Social Studies paper. didnt have enough time... -__-```
very annoyed with stupid K.LF.
she was talking crap as our invigilator.
dont give a DAMN if the whole school reads about this! LOL.

then, went out to eat with Jasmine and Fang Qi at McDonald's.
im becoming fatter everyday!

ohh yes! the reason of me feeling loved.
HAHAHA.
an e-mail from someone:
"omgosh _____ thats so sweeeeeeeeeeet of you!!! THANKS so much! the pic just takes really really long to load."
WAHAHAHA~
i was being a nice soul just now, technically speaking, it was yesterday...

ohh and my blog shall be under constrution. i'll be changing skin. with help frm a more exprienced person! hahaha~

okok.
ending my ramblings here!
TI-TI-EF-EN!
ta ta for now!

2006-09-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

hello!
i'm back!!!!

haha. i just recovered from a bad virus.
i got sick and confined to bed for almost 2 days by my dearest mother...

haiz...
next time you're sick, don't let your mother be your doctor.

but it was fun! i got to drink hot soup before bed. and my mom fussed about me. and so did my dad!
that is one in a million times i'll ever get to see that happen again!

anyways, my FILTH IN THE BEAUTY PV is spoilt.
ruki's head is still turning and he's already singing the next verse...
WTH.

and we bought new fish!
guess what!
three died yesterday and today another 2 died...
wth. so much for the fish pond my dad dreamt of...LOL.

i also dreamt of people whom i do not want to name!
i dunn even know why i shld dream of them.... not even close to that person! -_-!

i also finally watched SCARY MOVIE 4!!

plus...
SUKOB IS FINALLY GOING TO SHOW HERE!!!

YAY-NESS!
i hope my dad will treat as to watch... lol...

well, that's all for now folks!
BYE!

2006-09-20T19:33:00.000+08:00

hello!!!

i'm so HIGH tonight.... the funny thing is i dunn even know why!LOL.

after school, Me, Jasmine and Fang Qi went to MOS Burger [somebody's fav. place to eat!] to celebrate!!!
WAHAHAHA.
the event: TOP SECRET INFORMATION.
then, we talked about Hiroto and Miyavi on the plane, demonstrating to everyone how to escape from the plane when in emergencies.

miyavi: first you take a lifejacket, grab the nearest sexy girl and cute guy next to you. then jump.

LOL!

and I DO NOT WANT to have a name for our group!
it's so ... retarded.

oh yeahh...
a couple of guys at the MOS Burger gave me weird stares. i think it's because i played the song 'HORNY' (the same song that they play during Morning Excercise.)
then, i was saying:
"do not stare at me! it's not my fault... and i am not feeling just like the song is singing about!!"

then, we exchanged songs!
yay! i finally got KAGEBOUSHI, NUMBER SIX, AND SENOR SENORA SENORITA!!!
lol.

hahaha....
i was being nice to my sister today. i helped her with her art by searching for the pictures. lol.
i gave her many, many many suggestions.
wakakaka...
maybe i should tell her that my suggestions got fees. then she have to pay me back money!!!

on second thoughts, i'm not so evil. but if she don't return it, then that's when i'll box her face!
....or charge interests.

HMMM...
note to self: copy Number Six PV to Memory Stick.
i almost died when i saw it.
SHOU SO CUTE!!! AND SO IS... _____ AND _____. SO HANDSOME LORH!!!
=)

Shou said that he is having problems with his teeth. it causes him problems with his singing. and i'm guessing his afraid of the dentist. he said he wanted to back away or visit next time when he heard someone scream in the room!
lol.

[me: see how cutehe is... *floats arnd*]

anyways, i have to download PVs. again. lol...

2006-09-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

CUISINE.

for breakfast: Filipino Cuisine
for lunch: Japanese Cuisine
for dinner: Swedish Cuisine

LOL.
i had too much international stuff in one day...
anyways, i'm starting to blog ALOT lately, i realised. hmm.. i have to be careful not to become like an addict...
*shudders*

well, i went to Jurong Point with the WHOLE FAMILY of course.
then, i saw this:

it's JEFFREY'S CORNER!!

and guess what!?
it sells vegetarian food. lol...

actually, it's my sis who pointed it out to me.

Inah: LOOK! IT'S JEFFREY!
Me: *thinking jeffrey was really here* where? where?
Inah: not in real life, you idiot! ther.. on the stall...the name.
Me: *breathes in relief* oh! i thought it was the real one. *scary thoughts flood in...*

yepz.
imagine meeting the REAL guy.
it will be kinda cool. but weird coz i'll start remembering what i wrote about him in the La Musical!
LOL.

ohh and i took pics of the Geisha book in IKEA.
and i'm obsessed with making 'hate-chain'.
i practically annoyed my gramps with it coz i can go on and on and on and on.. you get what i mean?

oh yes!
i also got a cousin who's nickname is 'Kai'... ps a girl cousin. she came to visit us on Saturday. well, that's all for now!
*plays WARNER BROS' TUNE*

2006-09-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

IKEA!
i know it may sound weird but i always get high when i go there.
maybe it's because i love the arrangement of the furniture or the interior design. or maybe i just love going there to eat! LOL.

anyways,i heard that a new one is to be opened near end of 2006 at Tampines. Cool, eh?
now, i'm trying to decide whether to do my Chinese homework since i've finished Chemistry. but i don't even have the FREAKIN' book from the school's library. way to go man!

last night, i had two dreams: an embarassing one and a weird one.

i shall not tell you the embarassing as it consists of:
-armpit
-armpit hair
-and never ending growth.
so i guess you'll get what i mean... X)

the weird one was like this:

me and my family went on a holiday on this island called 'St. John's Island. (ps there really is such a place). we went there by car so obviously we have to go back by car as well. on our way back, we accidentally left Inah at the Island. i know, weird right?
then, we stopped by this nuclear factory to plan our course back to Inah. while my dad and my mom were discussing, i realised that the nuclear factory i was going to explode and a tornado was approaching us. i told my dad, who went to rent another car and asked me to drive my mom and my siblings back home while he goes to find Inah.
so on the way back, it was raining hard. and while i was driving my mom keep on covering my eyes. i was annoyed. the next thing i knew the road i was driving on was seperated from the rest of the road. as the car went down, i screamed and closed my eyes.

when i opened them, i was on the escalator screaming. my mom told me to shut up and i saw that we were in this mall. the mall had alot, ALOT of pictures of Alice Nine, An Cafe and KRA. i pointed at a HUGE poster of Shou and said i want it. my mom tapped my shoulder and said, "eh, you know them too? i liked them when i was young. they're so old now!"

i was like 'WTH?! how did my mom know Alice Nine?"

when i went off the escalator, i found a HUGE store that sells Japanese CDs and clothes that bands wear. there was Sakae Sushi and a Chicken Rice Store.

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OVERALL...
that was just about my dream... then i woke up with my sister playing some song on her phone.
tsk tsk. i should stop eating too much fruit shake before i go to sleep. LOL.

okok. i have to go now.

2006-09-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

CHICKEN MUSHROOM PIE SUSHI CURRY CHIKEN RICE SOBA

WAKAKAKA...
yes. my deserving plates, i REPEAT plates, of food had finally come and been served to me!!!!
WAKAKAKA...

okok.
yes i am being super-LAME now. well, the 2 NAKED chefs have done it again! apart from their general 'STRIPPING-BEFORE-COOKING' routine... they've made wonderful PANCAKES! =))
AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.

yes, honestly speaking, i thought it would be 'burnt'?
BUT.
i liked it! (SERIOUSLY.)
PS. i LOVE the Maple Syrup.

Monday:

i had NCC training and the LONG-AWAITED CO parade. omg! this reminds me that tomorrow is THE DAY!!
YAY!
!!!CONGRATS TO THE LOT WHO'RE GOING FOR SSC!!!
you guys are so deserving of it. kepp up the great, wonderful job you all have done and has yet do.

then, i went over to Royy's[tegami/MRS. Takashima] house. we played with THE GAME OF LIFE!!
hahaha
i made quite a number of Sick Jokes addressed to those people who got 3 babies in the game. LOL. X)
my theory on this is:
(ur husband's name) always see you as 'SEXY' at night... then he lures you in your bed rm and got BUSY.
either that or:
you're unfaithful. lol
as quoted from Royy on seeing someone having a baby:
"oooooh. Somebody got BUSY, BUSY, BUSY!!!"

LOL.
I think it was super ridiculous. i had stomach ache from laughing too much. then we ate... watched tv.... watched ALICE NINE'S concert....

here's a pic of a part we watched:
so what does it look like?
if you guess it's a sexually deprived dude kissing someone, you're RIGHT!
if you guess it's a pic of two gay dudes, you're almost there...
if you guess it's a pic of a chipmunk with a dude, you're .... well, acutally this is a sentence to insult Hir---(looks around. phew no sign of _____!)

the next day...
i went back to Royy's place.
had breakfast and got lost in the freakin' place!
GRRR...
it was damn annoying walking around with an empty stomach. lucky got PANCAKE!!!

here it is:
doesn't it look enticing and nice?
hahaha... MAPLE SYRUP!

then we played another session of Game Of Life for a short while. i had a GOOD salary of 100,000 for a teacher. cool. i must be a professor in Princeton or something!

then we went SWIMMING!!! and of course, got tanned along the way.... >.< href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6263/816/1600/DSC00107.0.jpg">

the THREE CHEFS.

anyways, my review for the food is:
GOOD! i really liked the japanese curry. lol.
and my dad likes it as well... who knows? he may becoma one of your customer one day when you put up a restaurant... hhehe...
your cooking was well-done. and... well i ran out of words coz i'm very sleepy now. so overall...
upon 10?

*drum roll*

tadah!

9/10

2006-09-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

all the while my fortune faded

i am SUPER high right now while writing this. i think its because somebody just praised my DARHLING.
WHEE!~

well, right now..
I AM A FREAKING SECRATARY FOR SOMEONE*!?!?!
i find this very, very stressful. i am currently at the moment, talking on MSN with Jasmine and calling Roycelyn and Fang Qi. and im trying to contact Annabel...

WTH.
* to that person: you owe me alot of pancake and sushi!!

anyway, i knew it that my dad isn't bringing out for just a simple dinner. he bought SPEAKERS, A MINI TV and some PORTABLE THINGY...

hmmm... he should have bought me the i-Pod!
grr...
and i just realise Parents thinks too much.
my dad thinks im going over to my friend's house to party or something.
wtf!?
like im ever seen as a party girl?!
im just retarded and crazy... [ps. retarded in a good way!]
argh! why must they always think that i'll be that stupid as to make friends with those type of people who are desperados?
phhhlllleaaaassshhh
as if i would do that?!

and i think that i would know how to defend myself if ever i get threatened, right?
this is just freaking retarded.

well, im just waiting for the phone to ring.... again....
my mom is mocking me!
since she work as secratary, she knows the hardship of calling people up. LOL
like mother and daughter?

gtg.
my gramps wants to sleep...
lol.
NOTE TO SELF: NEVER GET A JOB AS A SECRATARY.

2006-08-31T18:22:00.000+08:00

HALO.

i can't believe i'm just played HALO. with my dad. and.... HE LOST!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA......
*floats on a bubble*

anyways, i took down my dad in less than 3-4 minutes.
LOL.
and don't say that my dad doesn't know the game as much as me!
i don't even like HALO. but i was missing shooting and my fingers were itching to 'shoot' something....
so i decided to play THAT instead.

well, just had TEACHER'S DAY today. [PS i'm listening to ALICENINE]
it was great. i helped as backstage/AVA crew. hmmm... did i mentioned that i was in Logistics?
and KUDOS to US ALL!!!

tsk tsk.... INVISIBLE ROOM in very BAD state!
i can't wait to clean the place. as you may not know, i LIKE cleaning. coz i'm SEMI-allergic to DUST.
oooohhh speaking of DUST, this reminds me that i have FLAG DAY TMR!!
[readers knocks writer on head "since when is DUST connected to FLAG day?]

OI! as i was saying... i don't feel like going. i got wet by rain since my sister 'LOVES' the umbrella so much. now, i think i'm going to be sick.
WOW isn't that great? *said in the most sarcastic way possible*

YMCA!!!
-nananananananaa- 'im just a love machine'

my dearest KOHARA-san is so musically talented! he writes most of the songs in the album.
PLUS!
they're mostly GRAMMATICALLY CORRECT!!!
and i didn't know ARMOR RING is such a LOVE SONG! X)
the english trans. is sooooo SWEET. AND LOVING.
here's a sample line:

'Won't you walk with me on the unending journey? I ask you
Even if you're just struck by the rain, I'll hold out my hand and protect you, you'll become a flower
Till we met, I didn't believe in living for anyone's sake, the interrupted circuit is linked
I awake, and kiss you on the cheek, like I no longer hate anyone anymore
On the afternoon of that day, I was holding on to nothing
If I close my eyes, I think I'm able to say to you – I'll promise to you
On your sleek ring finger, I put on a ring called 'Promise', there's colour reflected in these eyesI thought there was nothing, your existence repainted this world'

*i REALLY REALLY liked the last line in BOLD AND large letters.*

isn't that romantic. opps.
man, overboard!
i have to go now!
my dad plans on bringing out the whole family. to celebrate teacher's day. tyuuu~
i doubt that's the REAL reason. i think he wants to buy a new PLASMA TV and LAPTOP. cool. then i can own this or maybe have the new one!! =D

CHEERS!!!

2006-08-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

O.o??

i see that my BLOG is collecting dust... D-U-S-T!!
WAAAHHH.... tsk tsk... this is BAD.
i need to post more daily.*notes to self*

hmmm... on friday, my grandmother CRIED...
this is the SECOND time i see her cry like that!
well, just this morning my relatives from PHILIPPINES called. said the funeraria is tomorrow.
and the thing is... DAD said we're too 'tied up' to go back now... which is true...
but-
ahhh
i cant say this.
i actually teared up during the call... my grandmother cried, "i'm so sorry for not being able to go there... will my brother ever forgive me?"
when my grandmother said this i just burst out crying. its so freakin sad.
imagine loosing your own brother/sister from brain damage!

i wanted to slap myself after school for acting like nothing bad is happening right now.... i was sooo different!

ok.
i should SHUT UP now...

2006-08-11T19:08:00.000+08:00

i think i'm going crazy soon

yes, its TRUE!!
i've been listening to TOKYO DRIFT tons of times and i can't get it out of my head!!!!!
AGH!

Well, my printer is working again.
dad finally fixed it and bought new printer cartridge!! with 5 boxes of color inks!
LOL! X)

i'm also going to loose my voice soon.
having coughing fits and sore throat!!!
itchy like hell siah...

GRRR...
and now 99 red balloons is blasting in my laptop's speakers...

hmm...
OH YAH!
must rmbr to ask dad for $$ MONEY $$
ahh.... why can't i withdraw myself...
my money what?!?!

GROAN.
i think i'll have a worse sore throat by the end of THE SEVENTH MONTH.
since they have to burn and the smoke is irritating my throat...
WAHHHH!!!

oh.
something weird happened early in school today...
talked about GUYS as if they are REAL...
you should hear us talk... i felt like i was really dating that person for realll...
LOL.

-99 red balloons!- lol

JOSH LOGAN IS COOL!
YOU ARE THE TRUE ROCKER OF ROCKSTAR SUPERNOVA!!!

-come as you are-

2006-08-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!!!

i think i'm gonna go crazy over the pictures today..
or maybe not...
hahahah
well, some pics from previous times or days/...

first picture was taken on first day of ROD night..
LOL
DON'T WE ALL LOOK SOOOO
CUTE??!!
jkjk....

and this was from SYF, Singapore Youth Festival...
me and Atiqah!! LOL

then this is Jasmine's Rosemary Sandwich...
heheheh...
reminds ROYCEELYN of a certain someone...
*cough cough*

and this is just for funn..
hahahaa..
it's from the book by the way..
wowowowowowow....don't he look SMEXY?!?! quoted from someone ... guess who!
aiyoh.. sooo easy one..

then, this is another EXTRA ONE:
ps looks kinda wrong.. if you ask me...

this is NICE!! SHOU ROCKS!!
opps. did i just say that outloud??
lol

and FINALLY::

yay-ness!!!
DOUGIE LOOKS SUPER-UBER CUTE!!

well...
TTFN!!
BYES.

2006-08-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

HMMMM....
BEAR WITH WHAT I HAVE TO SAY FOR A MINUTE DEAR PPLE.

let's see:

i can't believe ____ insulted and mocked UGs which are WAAAYYYY BETTER than them. first off, since when did ___ looked better than us?!?!
that's just fucking insulting man!
and... let's see how MANY YEARS WE'VE BEEN doing the same thing...
UM, A LOT MORE THAN THEM! (THREE YEARS AT MOST)

OKAY ENOUGH SAID.
GETTING WRINKLES AMIDST THE WHITE HAIR AND STRESS...

YESTERDAY:
went to watch NACHO LIBRE with the zero dudettes. really funny movie. i was practically laughing throughout the whole movie!
JACK BLACK IS THE MAN!!
hahaha.
"hug, hug, small hug, kiss, kiss, small kiss" quoted from NACHO LIBRE.
walkded around like zombies. i finally got my CORE Lit. book!
FINALLY.
PHEW..
came home around 0700PM??

that's about it....
TATA.

2006-07-31T18:37:00.000+08:00

yo, yo, yo, yo.....

okay. list of things that thoroughly just made my day!

1. MY JOB WAS STOLEN FROM MEEEEEEE!!!
grrr... WTH!? from my lovely key dispension duty i was transferred to Gate Duty early in the fucking damn morning. =.=
GAWD!!! damn annoyed for that.... but if it wasn't for ROYCEELYN, i would have shot myself then and there....

2. had curry-puff for ENGLISH.
enough said... know what i mean?

3. PE.
three words: sucks, shittified and LAME.

4. a band whose members came from AMERICA, CANADA, AUSTRALIA cam over ot our school...
HEHEHEHE....
girls crowding over Kyle...
"GAWD...MY JEWISHNESS IS JUST SO IRRISISTABLE..." Kyle, from SouthPark pops in to say.
NO KYLE!
not you... the band dude... yeahh... thanks for ruining ALL-AMERICAN REJECT'S MOVE ALONG.... which IS also by the way IS MY RINGTONE!!!
DAMN IT...
i would have hated them if only Gretchen, Mitchell, Brooke and Paul weren't so nice and funny.
(ps. they're the members of the CARPENTER'S TOOL)

AND NOT FORGETTING...

our obsession(?) about GAZETTE & ALICE NINE SONGS AND COMPARISONS, ETC....
yep, we even had singing sessions while having PE.we were singing the LOVE MACHINE song... which was cool. 'cuz annoying dude was TOTALLY IGNORING US!.
then, after CHEMISTRY.... (ps. must have sniffed to much ammonia)...
me and JASMINE were talking like URBAN people... you remember Randy Jackson?
yep... were talking like that...

so this is your brother, trizy chillin' out...
peace!

2006-07-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

TAOIN= BODY TEMPARATURE

well, according MISS ROYCEELYN, that is. T.T
aiyah... damn lazy today!
trying to see if i can watch STAY ALIVE on FRIDAY. must be sneeky... LOL.
either that or i'll play the GOOD GIRL and go for marching.
we shall see....

well, watching taoin now (thanks to ROYCEELYN, THE SONG IS PLAYING OVER AND OVER IN MY HEAD! grr...)
oh and i agree with JASMINE.
RUKI'LL LOOK MUCH BETTER IF HE REMOVES HIS CREEPY MAKE-UP, ESPECIALLY THE NECK THINGY... *shudders*
and...
MIYAVI IS SUCH A CROCODILE!
kiss here, kiss there...
WTH. >.<
he practically harassed whom ever he 'interviews'...
LOLx.

we also did a short presentation to welcome ANNABEL from her A MATHS. LOL!
I did REITA, JASMINE did RUKI, FANG QI did KAI and ROYCELYN did URUHA pose. X)
then, we poser laugh like AOI. HAHAHAHA...
after that, annabel copied her 'deary' and did the 'YAHHHHHHH.... OSAKA WA CHEESE-NEHH'
LOL!

suffering from hand pain today.
wrote two chapters within two days!!
YAY.
and finally, no more WRITER'S BLOCK.
anyways, some DUDE asked me to DONATE money for some kind of charity....
i DUNN BELIEVE LORH...
seriously, if you wana do a prank call...
PLEASE DO A PROPER ONE....
haiz...

i can't wait if SUKOB -THE WEDDING CURSE- somes to Singapore!!!
ahhhhhh!!!!!!!
i think it's fuck-cool and freaking scary man....
and it got the same woman in FENG SHUI... LOL
even thought the previous movie was lame... haahah i still wanna watch...

HAIZ.
GOTTAA RUN
LOVE Y'ALL!!!

2006-07-18T19:01:00.000+08:00

hiii
i feel so content today??
haha.
miss sheky had a HEADACHE because of us!! LOL.
too bad, she had to teach us til end of year...
anyways, long time since i haven't updated yet.... well, bored to shitters now... i hope MCFLY COME TO SINGAPORE!!
opps. SORRY. i'm just beung random!!!

hmmm.... but i heard my parents talking about moving again... yet again, huh?
wth. when can i just settle down??
oh well, all i've got so far from eavesdropping is the three location my dad's boss is offering him overseas:
GEORGIA, USA
IRELAND
NEW JERSEY, USA

LOL.
yay! back to NEW JERSEY AGAIN!!

but, i dunn want to move yet...

oh well...

oh and tomorrow is BMW!!!
hahaha...
the book that we did!! yay...
okay gots ta go... my sis wants to use the computer...

BYES.

2006-07-10T18:40:00.000+08:00

hello, peeps! right now i'm in miss takashima's home...
aka 'royceelyn.'
anyways, ROYCEELYN
________________________________________
HELLOOOOO.
THIS IS NOT TRIZIA.
like DUHHH.
im blog invading okay!
my TEHHING blog invasion is IMPORTANT
unlike some silly diggly stuff like
' im in mrs takashima's home '
LOLL!! its true. dun come poke me!
HUH HUH.
uruha is like so SEXAY.
woots i shall post a picture here also kkaes?
HHWHEHEHE

see nice right?
makes me go WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
heh heh! like duhh,.
uruha is like WAY SEXAY than that stupid johnny depp!
lucky jasmine is not here.
PHEW. LOL.
okays. i shall go now.
BYEBYE.

invaded by:
MRS TAKASHIMA *
roycelyn like DUHH, who esle :)
_________________________________________
stupid takashima woman!!
i curse you be the lady in SILLY GOD DISCO MV...
hurhur... then every one come after you and stab you hahahhaha...

2006-07-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

yoyo yo!
what's up peeps!
haha... argh... in just a few weeks, Brazil's out and Germany's out... thank GOD England's out!!!
i think Beckham is such a metro-sexual... hahaha.... anyways, nowadays, i come home and go online.... then i study later... hahaha... isn't that cool or what?

anyways, here's some pics from SYF JULY 1 2006...

SYF '06 KC Girls Contingent

Me and my BEST buddy, fellow NCC cadet and Councellor ATIQAH!! =))

KC Girls with Tina Turner, the Bunsen Burner! and Charmaine...

Me and Charmaine...

yeahh... hoping i can go out on Friday... arhh.. MISS ALL MY SYF FRIENDS!!! i hugged so many people on that day, even those whom i haven't talk alot to... hahaha... wow.. come to think off it... i'm glad i joined this CCA...

*A DREAM IS A WISH YOU MAKE WITH YOUR HEART*

!!!WE WILL WIN THE WAR!!!

2006-06-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

I have been tagged!... By JASMINE!
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Favourites:

Favourite Colour:Blue. Grey. Black. Maroon. Lime Green. Yellow?
Favourite Food: Seafood, Italian, Filipino, Western.
Favourite Song: hmm... hard choice. but it had to be tied down to Fall Out Boy's Dance, Dance and Mcfly's I'll Be Okay...
Favourite Movie: ALOT. BUT MOSTLY ARE COMEDIES/ROMANCE.
Favourite Sport: BASEBALL!!
Favourite Day of the Week: Friday
Favourite Season: Autumn
Favourite Ice Cream: Rocky Road

Currents :

Current Mood: 1/4 PISSED AND 3/4 CONTENT
Current taste: BBQ. just ate chips.
Current Clothes: my PJs? i'm in my tee and long pants.
Current Desktop: SUPERNATURAL: DEAN AND SAM!! SO CUTE!
Current Toenail Colour: normal? is there such colour normal?
Curent Time: 11.08PM
Current Surroundings: bunk bed, pillows, new magazines...
Current Annoyances: i just saw MCFLY SINGING NAKED. AND HARRY IS DISGUSTING!
Current Thoughts: DOUGIE BEING CUTE/FUNNY. SYF TOMORROW.

First:

First Best Friends: Kindergarten, Patricia
First Crush: um... Sean Biggerstaff! i still like him...
First Movie: Herculues... that's the oly one my poor brain could rmbr for now.
First Lie: about coming home late well past curfew... hehehe
First Music: VIOLIN/FLUTE? forgot which came first...

Lasts:

Last Cigarette: swore not to smoke ever in my life after i got a first hand experienced off seeing a smoker's lung for REAL!
Last Drink: 7-11 Ada's SPRITE
Last Car Ride: in the morning at bloody 0600 arrive at school.
Last Crush: DOUGIE POYNTER....
Last Movie: RV(RUNAWAY VACATION)
Last Phone Call: today FROM JOLYN.
Last CD played: I forgot the album's name. but it's a 1998 album with the song THAT THING YOU DO!

Have you ever...

Have you ever dated one of your best friend: HELL NO. YUCKS PLS?
Have you ever broken the law: errm... nope... not in the mafia!
Have you ever been arrested: NOPE. but i can't say i haven't broken a few home/schoool rules myself.. hehehe
Have you ever skinny-dipped: do i look like i wanna give free-show??!! OF COURSE NO I DON'T SKINNY-DIP!
Have you ever been on TV: yes.. as an audience and the camera keep swinging at my face.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: NO. coz kissing strangers' not my 'thing'

5 things you are wearing: specs, undies(gotta have 'em), tee, pjs pants and scrunchie on my hair
4 things you did today: CRY, BLOGGED, EAT PRINGLES AND 'TALK' ON MSN
3 things you can hear right now: SOUNDS OF MY LAPTOP'S KEYBOARD, RADIO GOLD 90(WTH?!) RUSTLE OF THE LEAVES OUTSIDE MY WINDOW.
2 things you wish for: DOUGIE! GO BACK TO AMERICA!!!
1 thing you do when you are bored: listen to music and read at same time/use laptop.

5 People to do this: SONDRA. HEHE... FAN OF SOMEONE'S DOG'S CRAP...HEHEHE...

2006-06-30T19:58:00.000+08:00

oh we are the same
we are all the same

hello!
well, just had training. very scary... okay, not coz of them. but it's like first time for it! damn it lah! she's so f-cking annoying! like a 'wedgie' that won't go away... wah-lauh... eye pain need to say so loud...
freak-o!
oh and i've got some feedbacks from some resources...

are we really that strict and scary??

i think it's more like we're a bunch of monkeys sort...
i feel very bad for them as well... kena screamed at for no apparent reason 'coz of someone...

oh well, tomorrow is the REAL SYF!!
i'm gonna miss it soooo much!
i will trainings, skippping class, 'fujiduah' and skipping class mostly...
hehehe... anyways, gotta run.. thanks for those who have tagged!

and to Atiqah: "WE WILL WIN THE WAR! WE WILL WIN THE WAR! SYF GIRLS CONTINGENT 2006"

*MUACKS*

2006-06-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

just ended SYF training...

haiz, so tired. no time for homework at all. still got English speech to write and Chinese (which i have no idea what to write).
so it's not my fault dear teachers...
and i do not have bad time management!!!

ohhh...can't wait to go out again as a whole part!
SO FUN.

OH WHAT THE HELL.
have stuff to do again tomorrow!
bloody tired already. i want to sleep so bad...

oh and last night, i dressed up in my short shorts and tied two pig tails..
i looked like a total bimbo! but it was for fun...
me and my sis Inah were high that time... hahahaha...
then we danced around.... sang to All American Rejects all night long until 0100....

ohh gosh... have to sleep now
damn tired. see ya peeps!
peace out dawg
hahaha

insomiatic

2006-06-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

INSOMIA.
FOOD POISONING.

YEP...i'm suffering from this since last night. so i had to stay home half-way through Sunday night and i stayed in bathroom for a fuckin long time...

i can't stand the sight of the bloody bathroom so i slept then woke up again at 0100 in the morning. decided to watch Channel 5's Late Night Movie: The Unsaid. got the cute guy from Ice Princess. haha. watched it finished until 0330.

woah. by that time, my brain was darn dead.
my body was tired but i can't seem to sleep. finally got to close my eyes at around 0530. fucking insomia! darn it...

woke up the next morning.. actually afternoon at 0100 afternoon.

i began the day eating lunch. did my book review for bloody english. then, i downloaded songs from purevolume.com. found knew punk/rock/alternative bands.

...Taking Back Sunday, Less Than Jake, Amber Pacific, Meriweather, Aberdeen City...
yeah they rock!

okay. shit stuff.
i'm being influenced by nick and mike to say shit and fuck at my post alot huh?
hahaha.. nice....
hope you guys will come here!!!

I
<3
-AAR-

and people!
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF HSM!!!!!
ITS LIKE FIRST IT HAS TO BE MISS S. WHO RUINS IT FOR THOSE WHO TRULY LIKED IT FOR THE MOVIE VALUE NOT THE ACTORS OR SHIT. THEN SHE HAD TO DANCE THE CHEERLEADER THING. MYGOSH! WTF IS GOING ON?!?!?!!?

SHIT. now i don't feel like recording it.

*slams head repeatedly on table.

ohgosh... okay i gotta go now before i get any migraine...

bye

2006-06-17T13:55:00.000+08:00

ahoy there, mateys!
me lads and i just went for a short run 'bout downtown.
ay!
ere am i at me deck typing this post as me fellow deckmates mop the floor....

*********************
hahaha... that was Johnny Depp's character from Pirates of the Carribean! [whoo! go dad!]
yep. his my 'dad'.... hahahaha....

anyways, i came by to post this about what happened yesterday!

okay...
here it goes...

on 16 June, me, Aishah, Atiqah, Jonia and Tina went out for the supposedly NCC Outing...
in the end, many didn't come... so as you can see only five of us are left wandering about aimlessly...
so we decided to go to Orchard by bus 14...
little did we know that the freakin' bus will take sucha bloody long time to reach there....
and guess who were smart enough not to eat before going off: US!
yeah... okay maybe except for Tina...
and we were starving by the time we passed by Kallang...
Luckily, Tina reminded us that we could go down at City Hall...
boy am i glad to get down... i was starving hungry!!!
then, we walked in and got lost along the way, trying to find Cinema...
by the time we got there, we were more hungry thann ever and we realised that they're not showing She's The Man there!
GREAT!
so the guy pointed out to us that we could go 'next door' at Marina Square...
pfft.
it wasn't even close to being classified next door...
then we had to walk again...
finally, we found it, booked the tickets for a 2.15 show and went to KFC to eat..
and i SWORE i saw them!!!
seriously, i know his smile and her hair... are they really together?
we wanted to follow them but we lost them in the end...
so i was slow in telling them but i had to confirm..
what if it was some other person and we started following them around?
don't wanna look stupid you know...

at 2.15 the movie started...
it was DAMN FUNNY. HILARIOUS. MAKES YOU LAUGH THROUGHTOUT THE WHOLE MOVIE...
yep...
it did..
there was this girl at my left who was laughing the whole way... she was gigling even at the non-funny scene causing us to laugh at her too!
and as usual i think Robin Williams did a great job in this movie! he's still making people laugh at such an age...
hey who says age matter right?

anyways, walked aorund a few times...
saw alot of people i knew..
saw Tita Cora and Eunice... they were wearing pink i think..
hmm... wen shopping i guess...
then, saw my teacher from BGPS... she doesn't even know it;s me....

after a while, we walked around somemore got lost a little along the way...

we even went up the Pan Pacific elevator 3-4 times until the highest level at 37!!

then, Aishah and Tina had this crazy idea about trying on clothes and taking pictures with them and change again...

overall, i went home late...
though i got a little nagging from overseas... [parents]
i had tons of fun! hope i can hang out with them again... had so much funn!!

wel toodles... still have chinese homework to do..
and i have no idea what and how to do it!!
byes

2006-06-15T20:26:00.000+08:00

hello!
i just came back from Orchard...
did some project... it was boring though....
and i don't like the orchard library.
so freaky and scary.... reminded me of The Omen.
Damien is gay??!!??!!
[note to self: never name child such name]
anyways, tomorrow i'm going out again... hmmm, i only got $20 left! wahhh....
and i spent all $50 in first 2 weeks... had to ask Gramma for another $50... hehehehe...
then i had to waste $10 because of my stupid Ez-link card is going all retarded on me again.. so had to use an adult ...
NOT FAIR!

ohh yeahh..
WORLD CUP FEVER IS IN THE AIR....
ole ole ole... [in monotone]
until now, i still don't get soccer... i mean its like you run after the ball, kick and you score?
pfft...
i prefer AMERICAN FOOTBALL!!!
yeah
hahahaha...
and Bituin Walang Ningning rules!!!
Sarah looks fabulous...
Carlo Aquino rocks!!
hahaahaha
John Prats looks retarded as usual..
hehehe
oh welll, that's all for now...
watching Mad tv Parodies of CSI, Desperate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy....
how annoying can this be...
i hope they don't do one on Supernatural or i'll take a grenade and shove it up their ass!

2006-06-13T13:30:00.000+08:00

I HATE GUYS WHO SMOKE!

okay..
did i just sound crappy?
of course i did...
yes...
hahaha

anyways, he'll still be the cutest of the whole band... (pls someone tell me since when
tom-fugly' is considered cute) yeahh..
so that's all i've got to say...

and why is JUST MY LUCK PUSHED BACK??
wahhhhh...
so sad..
oh well...
i want to watch SILENT HILL..
yesh yesh...
silent hill..
woo-hoo
i wanna help look for Sharon..
hehehehehehe..

2006-06-10T16:42:00.000+08:00

hello!
just came by to say:
I JUST HAD SYF TRAINING TODAY!!!

wahh... i became I/C for today! drills sucks like shit siah...then, i cut my finger two times because of the bloody knife (internal bleeding and a hairline cut).
hahahahahaha...
went for lunch afterwards with samantha, Aishah and Jonia.
wah-lau... got extra training again next week... and its like the day before Just My Luck comes out!
shitters man...
how to go out now????
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!
AND I SO WANTED TO DOUGIE ON BIG SCREEN SOMEMORE!
hehehe... anyways, i just called my mom as well to tell her i want to watch Pirates of the Carribean 2....
so early right?
yeah...
well, better now than later!

hmm....
toodles for now...
i want to rest...
eyes pain
hand pain
shoulders aching

BYE!

2006-06-07T13:02:00.000+08:00

hello! guys...

I AM BACCKKKKK!!!

it feels so good to be on my own personal, soft, comfy bed again! i miss my bed so much for the past few days. well, i have actually a lot of things in mind. but since i don't like long posts, i shall be kind and write it simple and sweet...

first off:
i had SPEC COURSE!
it was DAMN fun! and to think that i was freakin' scared to go for it....
i miss IT so much!! i miss everything about it: the people, my fellow platoon mates, our P/C and the others who have helped us in every way or another in becoming who we are now.
ARGH!
at first i wanted to get it over quickly. soon, i realised how much fun it could be....
one of the commando told us his experience really inspiring. especially with the fact that they have to be able to work and think under stress and short time. i definitely salute them for that!
we were also told about scary stories around HQ... creepy eh? but i wasn't frightened that much.... serious. i fell asleep as soon as my head hit the haystack.
ohh yeah! he also told us jokes that can't be told here... hahaha
oh and one word:
CUTE!
hahahaha.... WMY and the other equalises that! Atiqah especially, she's so mad about it... hahaha

then:
we had ROD night.
it was tiring to do the planning and very hectic as we were all up to our necks trying to reach the deadline every single day. though there were some mess here and there it was pretty fun too!
ohhh yeah...
just last night i was frightened shitless.
one of our NCOs were counting heads(one group outside, another inside the chalwe were supppose to have 59 but two went home so it should 57.
but when we plus together the outside people and the inside people we got 58!!!
OMG... i was fuckin' scared then....
its just so freaky to have counted an extra head especially if your chalet is near the old changi hospital!!!
then i had barely 4 hours of sleep and we packed up and left the house contently because of the stupid ants and bugs.... so disgusting!

so yeahh...
that's what happened for the last two weeks of my JUNE HOLIDAYS.
and here's one of the jokes:

A Boy went for a blood test.
A Nurse wanted to put cotton wool on his finger but no cotton wool can be found. As a result, she sucked on his finger instead to stop the bleeding.
Smiling, the Boy happily asked, "Can I have a urine test too?"

-end-

2006-05-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

yay!
AMERICAN IDOL IS FINALLY OVER!!
so freakin happy with the results... hehehhe....
I'm so HIGH tonight...
CLAY AIKEN IS BACK!
SO COOL...
HE LOOKS CUTE-ERR NOW....
but not as cute the guys I like like..... LOL

and.... My mom is leaving me with almost over 50 bucks!
OH. MY GOSH.
it has never happened before... And guess who's handling money distribution for allowance next month???
ME! ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME
hahahaha... I shall be stingy then...
I feel so evil...

ahhh ... I went crazy last night.. I was laughing and slapping myself all the time...
yes...
iknow...
sounds stupid and weird...
hahaha..
well that 's me for you!

oh and FARENEHEIGHT 911 is super cool....
now I understand more about the whole 'situation'
I wan borrow again! hahahaha...

okay, well that's all for now!

ta-ta...

posers losers

2006-05-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

hahahaha...
hahahaha....
hahahha........

OPPS. SORRY!

i guess i just needed a good laugh. a real good one too!

numero uno:
okay. so SAYING SORRY by HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS was playing on the radio during Core Lit. class. i was singing the song as i recognise it. i told Jasmine it sounded familiar. we both started singing the song. and just before the chorus came on, i knew who sang it and said it's saying sorry by hawthorne heights.... i guess Miss -W- must have looked at us 'coz Nathalie started pretending to sing along to the song....
shows how much of a desperate sucker-up she is.

numero dos:
the song by MOUSSE T 'HORNY' started playing.... it first i thought it sounded like Aoi... then, it became Honey... from there became Horny... and yes, thanks to Jasmine it got stuck to my head for a minute... LOL.
here's the lyrics:
You got me horny in the morning and you kno-o-ow
I try to call you but I can't find the telephone
I sent a message through the Internet but it rejected
I wrote a letter and I sent it with the po-o-ost
The post it takes so long, so I've got to sing this song
To let you know how I feel, whats the deal baby
And I can't wait for you, and the things you make me do
My heart is ringing so
I'm singing this song for you
I'm horny
Horny, horny, horny
So horny
I'm horny, horny, horny
I'm horny
Horny, horny, horny
So horny I'm horny, horny, horny tonight
I searched from town to town but I can't find my bird ooh ooh
I got so desperate I sent a rocket to the moon
In New York City someone said they saw you singing the blues
But it was a man from Nowhere Land ... who looked like you I will keep searching on
This feeling's much too strong
My heart is ringing and
I'm singing this song for you
[PS I THINK THE FINDING THE BIRD PART IS HILARIOUS]

numero tres:
Jasmine exclaimed, "come on everybody" while singing BAD DAY BY DANIEL POWTER. me and Roycelyn were like WTH? then she claimed she was having a concert. with daniel powter. in a duet. yeah right.

numero cuatro:
Roycelyn like snorting... alot apparrently. especially whenever she laughs. she snorts. i laugh more. its just so funny the way she snort.
**oink oink whee!

well, i shall try not to be an emo today. i didn't want to post any angst on this post. i wanna be happy!
so happy
happy, happy, happy, happy! (LOL)

i downloaded miyavi's Senor Senora Senorita and gazettes' cockroach.
HAHAHA... i like... hahaha. oh yeah, i also got POP is dead by miyavi...
i feel evil. wahh... i wannttt P!ACD's new album.
can someone get for me??

lols.. gotta go now.
DANI CALIFORNIA. WOO-HOO!!

2006-05-18T16:01:00.000+08:00

okay... i shouldn't be actually updating now but because of someone i was forced in to writing one!
grr... anyways, i'm bored now....
nothing nice happened in school today!
okay, so yesterday was more exciting!
had a camera phone fight with Zara and Roycelyn.... they went tecnhi(sp?), i think...
then i went home with Atiqah. so funny! the army shop ended up being closed in the end and only opens at later afternoon like 6 o'çlock... and right now, Daniel Ong's ''çommercial'' for his show is playing... the one with the thread mill...
so icks...
and i agree with the reflections for today... so touching! okay, so it is a BIG issue amongst everyone....
TO ACCEPT?
TO REJECT?
haiz, what is the world coming to...

oh well, i'm off now to watch, bituin walang ningning, aka the bright shining star.... Sarah looks weird...
gots ta go!

SUPERNATURALists

2006-04-25T15:52:00.000+08:00

well, today reeks aka stinks aka sucks aka shittified aka stupid aka i-shouldn't-have-come-to-school Day!

first off... I FORGOT MY DEAR PENCIL CASE AND PAPER! grr.. i was going crazy over it and i actually missed it for a moment! luckily, Zara was there to rescue me! she bought new pens and let me borrow one... whew! ... thanks twin! =D which also reminds me that i still have her pen...

then... if i didn't bring my paper along that means i didn't bring my Biology worksheet! all hail me >.< WAAAHHHH!! I'M TURNING SENILE AS WELL!! WAHHHHAAAAAHHH!! Roycelyn (otherwise known as: To Yong Yong/To Yong Shi Shi) how can you pass on this disease to me... i shall NOT make your specially flavoured lollipop for you then!
by the way, me and Jasmine decided to manufacture Specially Flavoured Custom-Made Lollipops!! hahaha... so make an order to me and tell me what flavour you want.. any flavour is achieveable! LOL.

next.. no homework. YAY! but mommy told me to revise... MAI MAI MAI! wo bu yao... (*pouts) i hate revising for MYE...

Yesterday...
i watched Crime Watch with my dad. he called the investigators 'a bunch of idiots'. their investigation takes so long to come to a conclusion.. please lah! Grisshom's CSI team is soooo much faster! oh which reminds me... Supernatural is coming soon! whoo-hoo!...
my dad says he'll try to help me record them... hmm.. i shall beg my dad.. oh and another random thing, Sesamestreet si coming to S'pore i think... cool.. Elmo's cool. hahahaha....

psst... i also poked Roycelyn's armpit haha... not with my fingers though sick freak-os! i poked with pencil... then she yelled outloud in class... hahaha damn funny her reaction... oh well that's all for now...
ta-ta!

2006-04-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

hello..
i'm so tiredd today! i have been staying back for almost everyday.... *sighs*...
and some people are just completely making my blood BOIL!! okay not only MY blood but others too... it's frikkin' annoying! i know She can't take it anymore.. yeahh well girl, not only but me too!! i feel bad for you since you had to take all the responsibility! ='(

anyways, nowadays in school, is very bland and repeative... it's like a cycle! everyday, i feel like i've doen this before in another time... what a dejavu! ... @.@ hahaha

ohh and i'm at Chapter 10 for my story!! WHOO-HOO!! so happy for that great achievement! and i feel GREAT for killing g'rya!! hahaha... her body exploded and her fats are flying all over the place, some even on the people standing by to watch... hahaha

i also foudn out some friggin' girl also like DOUGIE. i'm blardy angry about that! he's my one and only okay!
(*pouts*) i feel like as if.. almost aas close as finding out that Nathalie Osbourne like him as well!!
WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH.... ">.<"

cHAPTER 11 is coming out soon!! a few clues...
Music/Concert/Love/Funny/Dev/Fog/Kissing*-/Eamon/Wax Model/Opening/Night

*-about this topic someone who requested for a muacks-muacks scene i might be writing that part.. depends lah... if i rmbr! LOL

so yeahh

oh and here is the quiz Sofia wanted me to do...

5 songs stuck in my head:
-Shakira's Hips Don't Lie
-Teddy Geiger's For You I Will(Confidence)
-Jason Mraz's You And I Both
-The Veronica's Everything I'm Not
-Mcfly's Too Close For Comfort

5 favourite places to hang out:
-My Room
-Classroom After School
-Parkway Parade
-nada-
-zilch-
-zero-
*i only got three fav. place to go.. i dun really like like orchard... unless i go there for special reason..

5 things you did today:
-Thinking Of Many Ways To Torture THEM
-Impersonating Nanny McPhee
-Blogging?
-MSN hahaha
-Catch A Cold

5 things you hate about school:
-TONS OF EXAMS... ALMOST EVRY MINUTE!!
-some teachers.. especially those who like to say, "Yeahh, Come On!"
-homeworks
-Not Being Able To Hear Music.... wahhh can die!
-Not Being Able To Eat tidbits...

5 things you like about school:
pfft! what's there to like except these..
-hang out with friends
-dancing or singing
-pretending to be our own radio DJs
-writing story during class
-making funn of some people... >.<>

5 closest friends in class:
-Jasmine
Roycelyn
-Annabel
-Fang Qi
-Atiqah

5 things you look for in a friend:
-be herself
-likes/know music or movies...
-likes talking about anything
-understanding.... for all the random stuff i may say!
-good sence of humour

and i don't know who should do the test so yeahh.. go ahead be free!! (*fly kites)

so sayonara dudes!!

2006-04-13T17:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i would like to add this small quiz that i found... and to those who like them please do.. hahah. i just felt like sabo-ing you!

if you like:
-w-inds, LEAD and FLAMES
-The Used, My Cheimcal Romance and .... i shall be irrelevant and say, NIckelback
-BSB, N*sync LOL, and Westlife
-Simple Plan, Good Charlotte and Blink 182
-Gazette, Alice Nine and some other band... i dunno hohohoh
-Click Five, Mcfly and Yellowcard... i dunno why i put him.. lol

so you peeps out there.. do this quiz
hahaha

THE BFA QUIZ..
(jas knows wat i mean)

what's your favorite group in order?

favorite bands member?(one only)

list your favorite in order~

which group you find about first?(ie about gossips, news, etc)

who's song you like best?

why?

who you think has most talent?

take ONE person from EACH group to make a new one

why did you choose these people?

what would each person role be?

o__O did you choose these people because they are your favorite? XDD

do you have website dedicated to them?

is there shrine at your house for them?

are they your favorite among every other band ?

who you think has best smile?

who you think has the best talent?

who from which group have best vocal?

how about best member dancing?(if it can apply)

best body? (butts count too!)

if you just entered the room and your favourite band member is dressing up, who would it be?
in other words who would you not mind seeing semi-naked?

what song do you want them to have a collaboration?

which group has best dancing?(if can apply)

which group has better MUSIC VIDEO?

~~~the end of the quiz~~~

this is my answer: for Click Five, Mcfly and Yellowcard...

what's your fav. group in order?
Mcfly, Click Five..Yellowcard

Fav. member? DOUGIE!!!!

List your fav. member in order... Dougie Poynter, Eric Dill, Danny Jones, Joey Zehr, Ryan Key, Sean Mackin, Harry....that's all.... hahaha

Which group you find about first? Mcfly... have to see about stuff about Dougie.. ahahahah

Who's song you like the best? Mcfly... they're more upbeat, happy and surfer like...

Why? didn't i just tell you why...

Who do you think is more talented? erm... i've got no idea... i would say Dougie but that i'll be called one siding...

take ONE person from EACH group to make a new one: Dougie, Ryan and Joey Zehr

Why did you choose them? they're cool... haahaha.. and cute? i guess

what would each person role be?
coz Ryan can sing and play guitar, Joey plays the drums and Dougie can sing as their backup vocals and play the bass...

did you choos these people because they are your favourite? YESH... OF COURSE! LOLLx.

do you have website dedicated to them?
no.. i suck at HTMLs... hahahaha... i took 2 days just to get a be-a-u-ti-fulll blog.. hahaha

is there a shrine for them at your house? yes, my wall, files, books has Dougie on them.. oh yeah.. so does my pencil case and wallet!!

are they your fav. among every other band?
not really on Yellowcard...

Who do you think has the best smile? Dougie.. i'm a sucker for him.. lol.. and Eric of course.. ryan seldom smile though...

who Do You think has the BEST TALENT? err... cna i say Dougie again? hahaha.. coz he's funny, he can dance retardedly, he's short.. hahaha... like me! ... and he can sing and play guitar...

Best Vocals? Eric.. he can sing very high! hahahahah... reminds me of James Blunt though...

Best Dancing? erm.. none!

best body? DOugie! i've seen his butt before! hahahaha

i dunno how to answer the next question.. hahaha..

What song do you want them to have a collaboration on?
erm, Ocean Avenue... i dunt know why...

which group ahs the best dancing? none! they all don't dance except for Mcfly...

which group has better MUSIC VIDEOS? Yellowcard coz its interesting and has creativety...then, Mcfly.... but its quite bland.. hahahaha.. yes even though i like one of their band memebers! hahaha

there's ya go.. my answers1 now its your turn!

2006-04-13T15:13:00.000+08:00

whoo-hoo!
today i just finished Sports for Fund... very funny..and a i was 'enthu-' hahahaha...
lame lahx... i was bored most of the time.. hmm.. Jasmine didn't come.. no fun! hahaha..
then Annabel keep doing the ape dancing! LOLx! she keep 'scratching her arm pits'.
after the whole thing, ROYY:D, Bellie-Button, and Fang Qi went over to my house to eat PIZZA!! hahaha.. i was so hungry... you know the food there are like shits! haha
while waiting for the stupid pizza guy, we watched GHOST SHIP! hahaha.. ROYY-nehh keep screaming! what the hell... its just a movie.. i feel like laughing the whole time since i watch the movie a lot of times.. i watch their reactions.. so funny they all... Annabellie keep turning away... and ROYY-nehh keep screaming.. haahaha.. Fang Qi is like the only one who got straight face almost the whole time throughout the whole show.. ... lol..

thenn, watched w-inds, Gazette and WaT MV... hahaha let's do the hop!
Aoi's name bacame Owwieee.... hahah.. the 'eeee' part sounds like whee-hee! hahaha
then uruha bacame ha-ha... aiyah so boreed now... meanwhile, here's some excess information... i feel like shitting.. hahaha.. i really do!
i got stomach aches.. hmmmmmmmmmmmm.. maybe my days of the days is coming soon... in dvd.. lol.. hahaha.. anways, i feel so sadistic... i just killed T.T in the most disgusting way... hahaha...

okay.. i shall go now...i wanna sleep.. haha... i feel like Santa.. i keep going hahaha...instead of hohoho
lol
byes

NAPFA test...

2006-04-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

harlow....
long time never update so here it is!!

anyways, i just finished my PFT... thank goodness its over!! HOWEVER! if we still need to run for PE tomorrow, i'd have The Rock shove up a BFG up that person's arse! (i promise i will.)

ohhh yeah before i forget!
i went crazy after the whole test... became too dirty-minded... lolx...

first, i became a radio DJ... i sang songs, answered phone calls and made funn of the people who dedicate the songs to... hahaha...
1. Have I Told You Lately? by Rod Stewart
it was dedicated to Roycelyn... from her beloved! lolx...

2. Hey Micky
i dunno who sang the song originally but this one was specially sung by Aoi, Kai, Uruha, Eiji and Daniel R. (ps Daniel is the only extra guy... only British guy!)
anddd.... (drums rolls) they sang it in their cheerleading outfit.... hahahaha....

3. i forgot what other song i was... since a lot of people standing around.. i was too shy to sing in front of them... later, they hear my 'bea-u-tiful' voice.... hahahaha... being sarcastic...

in class, we started calling each other by our last names....
mine sounded long... To say it until so funnny... (ps TO IS ROYCELYN TO)
i failed the Chemistry Class test by 1 freakin' mark.... WAHHH!!! hahaha

hey does anyone know if tomorrow there is CSI on AXN? i wannnttt to watch!
my MOTHER! didn't let me watch... stupid TFC! argh!
next time, i'll ask Daddy to cancel it off... it's like what the f*ck! they always get to watch and i watch at the times where really crappy shows are on and my Favourite shows all ended... for example like now... i've wasted 20 f*ckin minutes just so my dearest mother can finish her drama series... shit-holes man! i don't care! tomorrow i'm going to hog the tv
AND if i dun gett to watch i'll tell my dad my plan...

hhmmmm, anyway.. i'm annoyed with some person for doing that thing she does all the time... seriously, FACE THE REALITY MAN! in life not everything can bend YOUR way... wth!
then you make me feel so stressed and worried! it's like you can't decide whether you want sympathy or not... it's stressful... anyway, i shall go off now...
i wanna see cutey Greg in CSI... hahaha... bye bye!

2006-03-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

okay recap time!

Monday-->> i was a bit retarded as usual... i was quite quiet on this day though. i don't know why... i guess i was still pissed... well, i still am since my parents thought its hilarious now..... walau!

Tuesday-->> i've got nothing to say....

Wednesday-->> ran 2.4!! i got 16.38!!! so happy... i passed... but i feel like taking a retake... lol... i want to run all the way next time.... hahaha....

Thursday-->> supposed to have library but didn't have in the end! so pissing off! i WANTED to go for library but in the end don't have.... i'm annoyed.... ohh and i also went for penitential service... it was fun! got to miss mother tongue and part of Biology with lady P. hahhaa... then, had some problems before school ended.... i learnt alot about other people though... and about how IMPORTANT IT IS TO RESPECT OTHER RELIGIONS!! yes, it's true! everywhere you go there'll still be other people who'll think indifferently, still be prejudice and so on.... i'm hurt at some stuff someone said... yeah, yeah... even though its not my religion, i still feel bad and uncomfortable 'coz imagine someone saying about your religion like that! hmph! and we DO NOT WORSHIP HER!!! it's called thanking Her because She gave birth to HIM! which part of us shows that we worship Her?? and no i'm not saying it because i'm pissed but HELLO? REALITY CHECK PLS! show respect lah... no wonder things happen...

Friday-->> i have cold and headache now... because there was slight rain just now and we were marching there... wth right?? yeah... well NCOs stepping down soon... so sad... awww... i wanted to cry but i cannot... hahah... weird huh? Samantha and her ADHD...
AND....
MY PARENTS ARE FREAKIN' F*CKED UP!!! THEY THINK ITS FUCKIN' FUNNY TO JOKE AROUND THAT MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT WILL BE NEXT YR THEN CAN GET... THEN THEY SAID TO COME INSIDE THEIR ROOM TO GIVE MY PARENTS... INSIDE I WAS LIKE FINALLY! MY PRESSIE! BUT IN THE END I WAS HANDED A FUCKIN' SILVER MIXING BOWL, A MOTHERTOOT EGG SEPERATOR, AND I DUNNO WHAT THE FUCK THINGY THAT LOOKS LIKE A KILLING DEVICE!!

fuck right? what the hell is this? i'm not an absolute baker or something? why must they buy this for me? is this my present? oh yeah and 'fuck you very much' for giving my brother a pair of all stars boxing gloves made with real leather with a matching boxing bag...so yeah.. really, thank you!! thank you!! (screams*)

so much for confessing my sins huh?
yeah right! i feel like stabbing someone now...
i'm having a friggin head splitting f**kass migraine because i always fall sick if i walked or run or whatever under the rain, light rain. as in drizzling? well, i have to wash the dishes...
by the way, it was so cool the way i looked at the them when i got my so called present... it says everything i need to say.. and my parents kept quiet coz they were laughing all the while... hahaha.. shit man! well gotta go! the dishes are so after me...

adios!

this week is bloddy f*cked up!

2006-03-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

so another week is almost over...
and in a few hours it's supposedly Saturday but tomorrow i have to go back to school
for Family day. hmmm... i don't know but the past few family day i had was boring, annoying and bloody pissing off as some people did not do their shift!
ARGH!
well what can i do? that's life for you....

Monday- - - - >> let see if i still can remember what we did... oh yeah! i introducedMJ(michael jackson) the 'WHEE-HEE' TRADEMARK... hahahaha... then, i can't remember the rest.

Tuesday- - - - >> sang more songs during class... i was a bit cuckoo i think! i was bored most of the time and Miss Wong did not come for Tuesday Core Lit.
like what the hell! we need to revise.. we're bloody slow... slower than the Elect Lit.
ARGH!

Wednesday- - - - >> hmm... sorta hard to explain... but i got sort of ticked-off, i guess... PE sucks! i had cramps and had to take pain-killers when i came home... i felt like boxing some person's face on this day... NBWO was annoying as usual... she keeps whining! AHHH! my ears will start bleeding by end of this term...

Thursday- - - >> supposed to go for library but ended up helping ROYY:D and AnnaBellie-button on the Famil Day board thingy.. haha... so funny! i was high and annoying ROY:D by humming and singing the X Files theme song... then me and Jasmine became Ja-Lo's assistant? wth? hahaha... then it was paint war...

Friday- - - - >> right now as we are speaking i'm having a verbal war with ROYY:D stupid woman!
to ROYY:D: BAKEMONO!! hahaha
and today training was fun! so funny Aish dive into the netball court floor.... hahaha.. she nutts!! then she say her thingyy is burning... i more worse can! i'm having the days! Sam.Beila. also say she have her day! and she felt the rush of it all coming down... =.=! so disgusting! but so sadd....
hahaha... oh yeah! my Mommy taught me the mambo.... or was it boogie? hmmm... kinda forgot... oh well, it was funn!! and she told me that whether I want to have baking lessons... yay! can learn to bake cakes!
hahaha..................

anways, tomorrow is Famil Day and my Cousin's Wedding! i will miss my cousin, she's like my only older sis to me...
and we're close..... as in best friends.. and she gives good advice and understands me... *pouts* i'm gong to miss her.... i feel that the guy is stealing her away from us! my Mommy a bit angry at her but okay liao... i dunno about Grandma... i go ask her next time!

okay i gtg now...
sleep!
my bed is calling me... hmmm... i could her it saying my name... hahaha and MJ is no where to e seen around my home now so its safe....
but i don't know about you kids out there! keep it safe dudes and dudettes! watch your backs... and don't answer when someone greets you with a FAMILIAR WHEE-HEE!!

a day of frogs, MJ, sardines and romance...

2006-03-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

okay, guess what!
today i got a frog from Annabel and a yellow pencil case from Jasmine!!
yayy!! hahaha... and Clarissa was jealous of my green frog, mR. fRogGiI... lol. that's what i named it...
then, during Litereature Miss Wong did not come to school againn as usual.. i think she's still in Greece having a nice vacation.. she lied to us about the Seminar!!
me and Jasmine talked about DATE MOVIE THE STUPIDEST SHOW EVER
AND.......
MICHAEL JACKSON'S dance moves! hahaha and his 'wheee-heee!' along with his 'grab-your-crotch' trademark... hahaha... cow=jake! hahaha that's for calling my frog an MJ duplicate, Jasmine Ong!!

then i wrote for my story! i don't know how to write yet.. i can't wait to write the sadistic killing parts... whoohoo!!
'coz i've got a sadistic book that really, really, really describe how the wolf-man slay his victims mercilessly by tearing their heads of clean from the body.... cool, eh?

right now i'm at CRY WOLF's website... hmmm, a bit crappy though... not so scary.. and the stupid hang as i am speaking....

it'd be really cool though if someone did a prank mail like that here... but clearly stupid... so coppied...

by the way, ROYCELYN! you out of Na-Lo's butt yet?? hahha... Fang Qi thinks dirty!!

anyways, i have to go now... my parents are being weirdly flirty around each other... it's a bit irky though... bye!

2006-03-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

okay..
i'm back! from RIVERMAYA'S CONCERT!!!
and that's not all!
i saw Jason's butt...
okay maybe not in that weird way those lustful women were in the concert hall wants to..
as in i saw his side profile and back... he was on his way to his concert i guess..
my sister was so stupid...
she never pointed out to me earlier then i could have asked for his autograph or picture...
argh!

but so and so..
i loved rivermaya's concert..
freakin' cool, man!! hahahaha okay that's all..
maybe i should upload the pics... hmmm... when i have time...
byeee

2006-03-17T14:15:00.000+08:00

WHOOPEEE!!! i'm fifteen!!!
hahahahaha
i just went to ICA to make my IC... lol... so many people! the queue was DAMN long!! argh...
then one stupid guy keep asking me how old am i... i told him i'm old enough to be his mother.... lol.. then he stopped bothering me... hahaha...

las night, we went to celebrate my birthday at HARD ROCK!!!
it was super duper cool! i ate like a pig!! at the end i was so full i can barely breath in my pants!!
my dad bought me a HARD ROCK shirt(maroon) i like the design sooo NICE!!!
my mom said she want to buy me clothes too... but both of them are buying me a NEW PHONE!!! hahaha... i feel so high today... cos jimmy's so high tonight...hhahaha...

i was greeted first by Clarissa at night... i was like, "WOAH... so early..."
then Zara, Amanda, Samantha, Jasmine, Charmaine, Roycelyn and Atiqah... Atiqah so special... lalala... hmmmm... then before we went for dinner... walked around orchard... took pictures...

ohh yeah!! i forgot.. i disturbed Jasmine and Amanda(my SPONGEBOB CO-FAN!) at MSN... it was funny!

i told Jasmine that i did this quiz at some rubbish site...

WHICH MCFLY GUY WOULD GET YOU PREGNANT??
result: at first i got tom... or was it harry?? hmmm but i retake.. hahaha i got DOUGIE in the end!! lol.. i went nuttss... then we talked about CRY WOLF the movie.. i saw the trailer damn nice... i said tom is sexy(as in JARED PADELECKI) BUT Jasmine thought i was talking about TOM FUGLY FLETCHER... like EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..... he will never ever be considered SEXY!!?? like eeewww please... spare your brains you don't even wanna imagine...

today i told my mom i wanted to buy Dickies... hahaha
she was like what the hell is that?? i told her it's DOUGIE'S pants... those type.. she was like ohh that guy you go loca over is it??
hahaha... yeah, then i'll look cool... she was like cool?! your head! i'd rather buy you something else later you turn into a guy!

puh-lease!
i don't want to turn into a guy i just wanna wear what DOUGIE wore... i think it's cool.. super duper cool...

okay i shall go now.. i shall get some sleep! i'm going to watch RIVERMAYA!! I'M SO EXCITED!! RICO ISSSS SOOOOO CUTE!?!?
BUT...
not as cute as Dougie...
okie.. byes...

2006-03-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS SEAN BIGGERSTAFF'S BIRTHDAY!!!

yay... lol... i have nothing to write..
so excited in less then 5 hours i'll be officially declared under state, marshall and birth law FIFTEEN... not bad eh? a year older and the world still it's same old crappy place, getting more high techie and stuff..

sooooooooooo, i've come up with ways to pass by time:

1. i read yaoi/ slash fics...
i find them funny not a turn onn.... grrr... i'll bite your head off if you say i'm sick!

2. disturb others online or by SMSing:
i shoul have disturb more people but too bad Clarissa's gone to sleep.. nobody to sms back... but my hands dying already so many to type!!

3. talk about Dougie to my sister... lol.. maybe not since she's sleeping...

4. stare at the ceiling endlessly...

5. read a book...

6. WRITE RANDOM facts

my dad want's to buy LOST Season 1 DVD since he loves the show sooo MUCH. maybe i shouuld buy it for his birthday!!

7. go blogging!
DISTURB AGAIN! TAGG TAGG TAGG..

8. i'm running outta ideas so how about sing songs to myself outloud...
KARAOKE TIME!!

9. watch tv...

10. go to sleep... which i don't really wanna do.. lol

okay so now barely 16 minutes passed and i'm still BUZZING or should i say 'camp' as Dougie was once describe when he was hyper... lol... btw, he's sister is pretty... Danny's sister too! her name's Vicky or is it Vicki?? hmm... i forgot...

my birthday wish would be to have Dougie Lee Poynter call me personally to greet me Happy Birthday!! hahahahhaha

i'm thinking too far ahead... i'll just go doze off for now.. then i shall see if i can stay awake..
byee..

errands.... i was a runner for a day!!

2006-03-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

today was the first day of our March Holidays...
haha.. as if.

first thing this saturday morning, i had to wake up really early to get to school by 11.30...
fisrt thing i had in mind when i reached at around 11.08 am was that the place semms a bit empty! my parents asked me what do i want to do... i told them i don't want to think about it yet 'til i'm there... i'm actually a bit annoyed whenever the school or my parents say this.. 'coz it means i'm getting older and i have to WORK soon!!!

AAAHHHHH!!!! i don't want to work yet... i think working is too early for me still...

i think i'm also coming down with the flu... hahaha... i kept sneezing on the way to school... everyone kept staring at me whenever i sneeze though!

then in school, i was appointed, along with Atiqah, to be the 'runners' or ERRAND-GIRLS for the teacher-in-charge... it was funny... we felt like body-guards for her... we followed her around 'til we got a long break.. then at around 1.45, our rounds started... first off, was to look for the teacher since she disappeared out of our sight... then, to find the 'food for the speakers' people... it took us quite a long time to find them and actually have to convinc them to come along 'coz there was a huge misunderstanding in who's duty is what...

then, we ran up and down and around the whole school looking for specific people... VIPs, Teachers who have the trays, DRINKS (for me and Atiqah since we were blardy thirsty)
and some other prefects who the Ex-cos want to see... lol...

in the end, i was sweating and my white-uniform looks pretty much see-through already... and what worse! it rained at the end of the whole thing!!
WHOOOPPPEEE!!!
now, my blouse more see-through! lucky, my house got some shelter to walk under... or else i would have given innocent passerbys a good look at me... EEEEEE.... i can sue them for harrassing me!!

i've also just finished the ABOUT A BOY storybook we're suppose to read for english... it was hilarious... i want to watch the movie!!

oh yeah, stupid bi-otch, NATHALIE, said she also like John Grisham... yeah right! i asked her what's her favourite book and why does she like it.. she answered me with a question, "eh, Trizia... what course do you wanna take??"
like wtf??!! i aske you first ass-hole... she's such a poser... she likes what others like...

anyways, i've started reading Jasmine's ANGELS AND DEMONS book... it's cool... at first page already suspense liao...

i haven't started any of my holiday homeworks yet... i think it's stupid to give us a holiday if we still have supplementary classes to go to, and tuitions and HOMEWORKS and CCAs and projects to do... HELLO!!! IT'S A HOLIDAY FOR GOODNESS SAKE!! HOLIDAY MEANS a period spent away from home or business in travel or recreation

SO WHICH PART OF THAT DON'T PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND!!??

haiz...
enough of my ranting...

and i'm sorry to say that... i CAN'T GO FOR MY BIRTHDAY AT ESCAPE THEME PARK BECAUSE OF SOME PEOPLE WHO CHOSE ME FOR A COMPETITION...

hope you won't be angry with me if you had so wanted to go... but you guys can go ahead without me... so yeah.. i won't mind... and i'm not saying you guys... i have CCA stuff during that day and my parents said i'm watching a concert whooo-hooo... but i don't know which one yet... so yeah, byeess... goodnight!

today's a shitified, crappified, arsehole, mother-tooting, got-to-hell day!!

2006-03-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

hi... today is the official shittifiedd day of this term in school...

why??

1. A LOT of PEOPLE got PMS today (they are weird.)
2. some of the reasons are totally stupid... (they suck.)
3. they can voy al inferno for all i care and can even decompose there (they stink)
4. i have hated them already since last yr... nt including tchrs.. (they can do and die)
5. did i mention i HATE being accused wrongly?? (mailto:&m&*&^%sfc$@!#1)

so, i hope you'll understand what i'm saying here...
okay then there's the SPECIAL TOPIC OF THE DAY...

ORANGE: it sucks coz tt person is making things worse for us...
PINK: ROYY knows what i mean... hehe..
BLUE: that guy wearing the shirt is just trying to turn-on himself too much... (self-centred)
WHITE: Clarissa!! wth is WRONG woth you??!! pls pls don't make me wait till so long.. i came home at almost 8.. my dad said nothing but my mom thinks i'm siao..
MAROON: my MOM suddenly PMS... i don't know and i don't want to know
GREEN: tonight dinner was green coloured... i don't know what the heck it is but it looks disgusting but taste good!!
YELLOW: my file got wet... stupid leaking water-bottle...
PINK & GREEN: the couple who stopped me from getting to Sondra since they were busy molesting and harassing each other in front of me... (yeah, yeah... free show...)
RED: my pencil case has a hole...
BLACK: mr. stInky is growing oold... i need to find his long-lost son and help him take child custody from his cheating ex-wife... his wife is miss loo... (miss loo is white!)

now, i had to answer to my piled high homework... which is calling me!! ahhh!!

yesterday--->> was pissing off too... everyone in class was annoying. they complain and complain and complain and complain..

today--->> i irritated my friends by saying, "eh (that person's name)" over and over and over and over and over again.. until they are annoyed so far no one can get 'til twenty times of hearing me saying that...
and Sofia say it in a very funny way... she stutters and laughs at the same time.. lol..

after school--->> we were forced to eat bananas during training... weird..

okay so that's all...
p.s. hope you'd like the new background, i f i had changed it..)

revision, conclusion, illusion... siao...

2006-02-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

H.E.L.L.O.....
i'm extremely bored today. i just had my dinner. so full... *pokes fats*... LOL...

anyways, RECAP!! hahaha... it's been a while since i've updated. i'm lazy... yesh, i admit it!! XD

anyways, here it is...

Literature-->> hmmm.. last lessons has no homosexuality. although there's the Moonies and the KKK, Klu Klarke's Klan.... it was creepy... and the Moonies are SICK, SICK people! i learnt this from Ms. Wong. she said that the Moonies have a massive orgy after their mass!! Ewww, Ewww, Ewww... Blargh! then, The KKK's lynch their Black victims... and that night i went home and researched about it... i saw a picture that shows their victims...it's so sick! i ended up having nightmares about this 'gentleman' running after me with a bible in his hand... and i ended up getting lynched! like WTF lahrxx...

Mathematics--->> i went officially crazy during maths lesson... i started singing 'sex bomb, sex bomb, you're my sex bomb' to Jasmine... hahaha.. i was just annoying the shit out of her... lol.. and it worked! and i also sang 'not unusual', another Tommy Lee Jones number by moi... then, just to annoy her more i sang Walk Away by Franz Ferdinand....

Social Studies--->> i sang Ghost of You by My Chemical Romance... Ms. Tan gave me the 'right...' look... hahaha... and i keep saying Wave is squealing like a pig... hahaha X))

Today--->> i named someone, DICK... cos dick can mean anything... like, a dude's ahem, an arsehole, an annoying person.... and i think it basically describe her... okay except for the first one.. but hell, she likes sticking her nose into everything so.. yeah, it's relevant.. if you know whatta mean... =P
Ps Anus is still being an anus...

and thanks to Aishah, i know what's the difference between an ass and an anus... hahaha.. good one, girl!!

Yesterday--->> me and Samantha slapped each other... we look stupid with red cheeks later... and we both agree the guys' shooting uniform or clothes looks like Gazette's clothing in Cassis... even Sam says so.. cool... hahhahaha.. Sam said she wants to steal the guy's clothes... i told her to strip him... lolxx.....

After school--->> Jolin told me that some of the guys in the Headquarters says, 'She is the fastest Stripper.' dots... she said it in a very perve way... when it suppose to e the fastest stripper for the rifle...

the test that wonderful Roycelyn wants me to do:

1. who's the person you hate most now??
-anus
-dick
-wave if she ever knew my dear Dougie...

2. name your bestest friend in class:
-hmmm.. toughie... err, i guess Jasmine-Roycelyn-Annabel

3. most touching words youever heard in your life:
-i don't know! no one has said anything so touching to me yet...

4. claim to fame:
-being able to annoy people and/or tell stupid funny jokes

5. favourite colours:
-blue
-green(the forest type when in the morning kind)
-the leaves during autumn
-yellow ( my file colour =))
-red

6. love and hate relationship with...
-i'm not in lovenor in a relationship....
okay except maybe my relationship with my yellow teddy... i talk to it, got a problem with that??

7. complete the sentence, "love is...
- a rollercoaster...
ps not the Final Destination kind!!

8. celeb's I-WANT-IT-SO-BAD-I-WOULD-DIE-FOR-IT?
-Dougie!!
-i dunno liao.. i lost my thoughts...

9. whe you're sad, you?
-i want to stab that persons heart, tie it to a tree, fee it to the birds and rub salt all over it... =X

10. display picture in your phone
- Dougie
-sometimes, me and my sis...

11. screen saver...
- on my phone?? blink 182's logo... smiley face...

12. bimbotic scale from 1-10?
-hahahaha.. i'm not bimbotic can... err... i guess 4... loll

13. currently in movie
-i dunno what the hell you talking about...

14. where you bought your last thing from
-MPH pens for myself!!

15. fave catch phrase
-why don't you write that on a comments card and shove it up your arse!
-shit
-huh?? *blur look...

16. bra cup size:
i've already said during training!! loll...
ps we were forced to.... WAAAAHH!!

17. favourite singer/band
hmmm.. let me start naming a few..
-yellowcard
-maroon 5
-blink 182
-mcfly
-son of dork
-3 doors down
-creed
-the all-american rejects
-backstreet boys
-black eyed peas
-fall out boy
-franz ferdinand... haha that was a joke! lol

and that's just naming a few....

18. last CD bought
-err... forgot... haha..

19. fave make-up wear...
-i'm allergic to some type of make-ups... i know since i've used some for halloween only...

20. choose five friends to do this:
inah, zara, sondra..... dunno liao..

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Movie Marathon Week

2006-02-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

i apologise for not writing for so long, dear beloved blog....
i was... busy... i'm emotionally stressed for alot of things.... and thank God, someone can tell i dread Friday so much!!

Chinese New Year was okay... except we still had training the day before our school's CNY celebration... nice, huh?

i know you can tell i'm pretty much pissed... i really am! i know the words, "we know it's new to you but we don't sympathise with you just because you cry. so you all better pull yourself up, okay!"

that was pissing off!
first off, i didn't cry because i want sympathy... what kind of shitty reason is that??!! it's like telling me Washington cut the apple tree for his father's attention! ...assholes....

i learnt that many people here are a bunch of BIG-SHOTS! oh no, wait.... scratch that.... i already did know that long ago... when i arrived at this island...

okay enough of that f*cking shitness...

here's the happy-sappy episodes that happened the last few days:

*PE--> mr. lee was slack today. ran only one time around the canal. i was the first few people who came in first. so happy but weirdly, i started to like running. and guess what? i run 2 rounds at the stadium in front of my house every sunday late afternoons... haha...
i was grouped with Sharifa S, Fang Qi, Roycelyn and Annabel... we went crazy when he asked Cecilia to demonstrate with him how to pass the ball over our heads, the demonstration was sick Fang Qi had said that, "he's rubbing his ass against her le..." eww.... sick, sick ,sick!!

*Literature-->homosexuality. that's the main discussion during Core Lit. period. Ms. Jennifer Wong asked us, "why is it that it's okay for your generation to be known as a gay, lesbian and even a bisexual?" i was speechless especially when Ms. Wong told us that Rama and Jeffrey shared love in their friendship... it cracked me up as right in front of me, was Jasmine's file... it had a picture of them and reminded me of what me and Jasmine had been talking about earlier... haha... asses and kisses... lol... Jasmine knows what i mean...

*Lessons--> as usual Roycelyn wanted to bite Annabel for no reason... Annabel thinks Royce's turning into a dog... lol... During Maths, we keep saying that Mr. Lim looks like a PAP minister since he's wearing all white... and i found tons of songs for Social Studies... i like the new chapter for Chemistry... but i still think i'll flunk CA1 since i don't know what in the world Ms. Tan is talking about...

*Library--> yes, i took up library as my second CCA... i'm enjoying it a lot... i told Jennifer, Jasmine and Sondra a scary story about the Hook while wrapping books! they're scarde shitly... i like Library! lol...

and here's the bloody test Roycelyn wants me to do....

5 things i say the most:
-oh, shit/crap!
-What the hell??
-she can sooo F*cking die!
-*laugh* .....(does laughing count?)
-SHUT IT!

5 things i can do:
-tell extremely funny jokes
-be dementedly funny or high
-stare into space esp. when it's during boring lessons
-act blur even though i know what to do just to annoy the hell outta you!
-make fun of NBWO (Nathalie Brandish Wave Osbourne)

5 celebrity crushes:
-Dougie of Mcfly
-Sean Biggerstaff
-Sam Concepcion (he's a filipino guy, very talented)
-
-
(i can't think of the rest seriously, i'm not a crocodile... lol...)

5 qualities i want in a potential boyfriend:
-good sense of humour
-not too tall... since i'm short! yeah i admit it...
-sensible kind of guy, could understand how i feel
-loves music
-... i don't know what to say anymore, so i guess.... erm, not too hairy?? lol

5 scary things:
-embarassing myself
-any of my fears
-extremely scary movies that stays etched in my brain(ie, IT, Omen:666, Amityville, Ju-On, Chucky, etc.)
-death of a love one
-the feeling of rejection

5 random songs:
-That Girl by Mcfly
-All the Small Things by Blink 182
-Ghost of You by My chemical Romance
-Give Me Novocaine by Green Day
-Who I am Hates Who I've Been by Relient K

5 things i like the most:
-my lovely yellow file =P
-Literature Class
-TV (tell me who doesn't)
-the Internet
-being with my Family and Friends

okay...that's all!

oh i felt like adding these:
5 shows that i have just watched:
-House of Wax
-Stealth
-48th Grammy Awards
-Jimmy Neutron
-Spongebob Squarepants

5 people whom i have just contacted through the phone:
-Hinna
-Samantha
-Atiqah
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-

okay, i really have to go now..
it's dinner time and i'm still full but duty calls... so yeah..

Ma

2006-02-11T18:10:00.000+08:00

good deed of the day

2006-01-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

hello!
i'm so high tonight.... lol ... this was all to be blamed
on Jasmine for singing that: "Nobody likes you song"
she started singing it right after recess in class...
then, Fang Qi keep calling her she never respond
until she heard someone say her full name!
haha... oh, shit! this just reminds me that
:Uruha: 's nickname is "Ha-Ha"
how weird....
oh by the way i also choked on chilli because of Victoria!
(p.s. the prefect one)
then, i couldn't breathe and Roycelyn had to whack my back

after recess, was english...
boring can!
mrs. guna keep repeating what the others had said even
though they already said it in perfect english!
it was annoying!
oh, and this was the period when Annabel
discovered her new nickname
Annabellie Buttocks.... or Buttons
but i prefer butt ons... hahaha...
i added an extra ha in case someone
goes wei!

then, it was social studies!
it was fun 'coz we went crazy and sang ping-pong balls
and bellie buttocks' version of it... called...
i rather not say it in case i die in the process
anyways, we were laughing like hell even
though the teacher was in front of us
hahahaha... i cannot tahan i laughed until my cheeks hurts

after school we walked to Parkway.... lol
we saved a kitten from the drain near
the Marine Parade Library...
okay, actually it was more like Roycelyn...
she was brave enough to climb down the drain there so deep...
then, she sacrificed her own pinafore for the baby cat
the baby cat kept whimpering and
Jasmine alomst looked like she wants to cry badly.
i was sort of heart-broken but i'm not really an all
round animal lover...
i like dogs, tabby cats, fish, and Roycelyn's dog!...
hahaha.. had to say that i miss playing with her dog..

we walked to P.P. and tried to look for a person to take it home
finally, Roycelyn's friend accepted it and took
mr. meowie away... it was sad..

then, we ate KFC... chickens!
hahaha... it was at that moment when Goodbye My Lover was
playing in KFC... it was hilarious!
then, we also heard Click Five's Catch Your Wave
and Akon's Belly-Dancer song.,...
it was stupid...
hahaha...
we laughed so loud in there...
andd me and Jasmine keep singing the chorus
for Click Five's song...

ookay, i shall leave you here...
the song i have playing in my blog
is called Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
by Relient K, a christian rock band...
they're cool!

sailing out of here!
trizzie :P

hiiii [so high tonight]

2006-01-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

hello, hello, hello.....
hahaha... i've been feeling high through out this whole week today..
i actually think i'm going crazy!! lol.. imagine that!!
anyways, today we switched classroom with 5/1... now, 3/2 at 5/2.... cool..
then, first thing we had was elective humanities... which means those whose taking elctive geography stays in class... a badder for those who had to climb up the stairs to the second floor, i guess... then, after that the most dreaded subject.... dun, dun, dun.... okay, scratch that.. the second worst subject, Mother Tongue... oh my gosh it's so freaking boring please!.. :X ... i don't even understand what the hell they're saying... okay may be a bit but... yeah! hello? get it in your noggins people!! i'm Filipino not Singaporean... surely, its understandable that i won't be able to cope with it!!! ARGH!!
then, we had PE... three words: OH MY GOSH... it's so tiring... i know, i know.. i'm exagerrating but hell even NCC's PT is much better except for the shouting part... we ran practically the whole school... then, we had to carry dumbbells... (and annabel keep saying that we're insulting her... lol) then, he scolded us like sh**.... i was like what crap, please! he's such an f-ing arsehole....
well, enough about my rantings, during english lessons, we had to write a composition... damn fun! lol (: we had to choose from 6 questions; one of them includes write a story ending with the sentence, (something like this) "i looked at the photograph at my hand and i knew i would never be lonely again." yeah... me and jasmine managed to persuade roycelyn to write that... i can't wait for the fanfic.. the longer version one... then, while writing, i became a nerdy reporte/lawyer/debater... and jasmine sided with me... yeah, i keep saying lines that goes like this "according to my resources..." then, in the end roycelyn gave up and we won! yay! hahaahha.. low sense of humour... lol...
after school, me and royce met sondra, clarissa and zara at the canteen... suddenly, zara had a brilliant idea (you kknow those one of a kind moment thing) she told us why not we sign a contract to show that we're all sisters and stuff... in the end, i, zara, sondra, clarissa and roycelyn signed the paper and was named the "Ya lah, Ya Lah" club... we're seriously a bunch of weirdos.. hahaha... then, i went home and that;s it..

stressed to happy to fun to high

2006-01-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

hey people!
did anyone checked the results for the poll lately? someone voted to have a naked themed prom.... like how crazy can that be??!! and clarissa stop being sick! anyways, i'm being made to write a letter for my parents 'coz they went away.... like what's with that?! i'm bored because i have no idea what to write for them... my grandmother said to write "i know you always scold us but i didn't take it to heart and i love you".... please it so doesn't sound like me at all lorh! how weird? i feel so cold-hearted... okay i was being weird... listening to The Veronicas right now, 'Everything I'm Not" it's nice.... they sound like... erm, i forgot the name of the band.... lol... okay basically, i had CCA Orientation yesterday... damn tiring! we marched back and forth, back and forth, back and forth... you get the basic idea? yeah, it was boring but after we sang the 'Count by the Count' marching on the spot thing.... all the Sec Ones were like all awed by our voices... then, RSM told us that 58 Sec Ones signed up.... her face was like very happy.... then, Bernadette invited all the Part Cs to go out for lunch together... we did! we went to YoshiNoya.... nice yummy food... but in the end i ordered Western food from outside since Aishah and Ada cannot eat the food there... (one for all, all for one mah...) so i sacrificed but i liked the food anyway... then, when i went home my Grandmother told me that MY PARENTS went for ME (marriage encounter) to strengthen their ties.... wtf?.... like they needed it... lol... i had to tuck in my siblings to sleep... stupidity please!!..... oh yeah, i had mood swings whenever i reached home...it's like i want to tear up anyone who pissed me off... hahahaha...i went crazy so i went downstairs at the shops and bought some ice cream.... (note: i said some... can be a lot, a little) i ate two and half of the ice cream sticks i bought... hahahaha.... then, went back home... i was still pissed off but can handle it yeah... last night, i talked to Jasmine and Roycelyn(seperate conver, of course!) .... damn funny siah... Roy-roy was going crazy because Clarissa keep calling her 'ZARA'S LOVER' .... ewww..... if she's zara's lover then, she's my sister-in-law 'coz Zara is my TWIN after all.... yucks!! i don't want to be her sister-in-law, pls!.... then, she told me something damn funny.... hahahahaha....only the two of us ..... lol.... now, i'm watching ASAP 06..... Jennivev "Nene"( pinoy actress) is so sexy!!

hahahaha.... not that i'm attracted to her or anything.... i'm straight.... no curve or slight turning or whatever...
and here's a cute FIL-AM dude.... his name is Sam Milby.... he's a half-half.... cool eh?
<<------ this is SAM MILBY.... hahahaha.... he looks cute but his personality a bit sort-sort... lol oh here's a really, really touching song...

Luther Vandross lyrics
"Luther Vandross Dance With My Father lyrics"
Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence

My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep

Then up the stairs he would carry me

And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him

I’d play a song that would never, ever end

How I’d love, love, loveTo dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree

To get my way, I would run from her to him

He’d make me laugh just to comfort me

Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleepHe left a dollar under my sheet

Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him

I’d play a song that would never, ever end

‘Cause I’d love, love, love

To dance with my father again

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door

And I’d hear how my mother cried for him

I pray for her even more than me

I know I’m praying for much too much

But could you send back the only man she loved

I know you don’t do it usually

But dear Lord she’s dying

To dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

they sang this song .... made me wanna cry but only because of the song... the liyrics so meaningful...

2005-12-31T14:53:00.000+08:00

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PROM NIGHT THEME (for a story)
what theme would you want your PROM to have? <(click on the words to see the picture)>

1930
Italian Renaissance Period
Vintage
Frank Sinatra
70
Hip-Hop
??Naked?? (i hope you don
NO Theme (nothing... anything you wanna wear as long as you can dance in it)

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Send this poll to a friend!

2005-12-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

ok this is for a story i'm making... the long-awaited hybrid story... hahaha.. i know always say will come out soon but always delayed...sorry, readers... anyway, please vote.... or i'll have to pick anyhow.... who knows, i might pick 'NAKED' as the theme...

KING KONG rox!!!!!

2005-12-27T20:11:00.000+08:00

hi, there!
it's so cool...
i just watched KING KONG with my family. it was great but it was a tragic ending for the poor silver-back ape... ='( i wanted to cry so much when the stupid planes were attacking it.
anyway, we shopped there for almost 8 hours... COOL!! i recommend everyone to watch it if you can...
right now i'm watcing XiaoLIn Showdown... childish you say? i say indifferently... well, sorry for short entry but i had to write one.... i'm too DAMN bored. sorry to say this but i'm not going to put up the next part of the story since i've written it in 'you' form... yep, so sorry!
i gotta go... bye...

notingness

2005-12-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

<<<... it looks so.... um, pretty?... yeah, that's the word... pretty... so perfect and so yummy.... that i can't help it but devour the thing down... i even named my first slice 'Chip' coz it got a chocolate chip on it.... =) hahaha.... it was addictive but i felt drowsy after that...
then, i felt like i was on drugs... i was so hyper ididn't watch where i was going and i almost got killed on the junction at Grange Road at Orchard.... SUGER-HIGH hyper.... yeah, that's right! you heard me!
author: okay, enough with the chitter-chatter, pipsqueek! >>>>
here's the rest of the story...

Four years passed….
After acting for 6 years in the Harry Potter series, he had taken a time-out. His fame started dying down and pretty soon Daniel started living his life like an ordinary person. Reporters and paparazzi out of his way, Daniel lead a happy life and still stays in contact with his fellow HP cast & crew member.

The very next day, Daniel went to Sony records building. He was going to meet his other band member. In his excitement, he didn’t see where he was going and crashed into someone.
“Don’t you even watch where you’re going?” the person said.
“I’m sorry, lady.” Daniel said, holding out his hand to the person. Having a good look at the person he knocked down, he was awed by her.
“Hi, I’m Daniel.”
“Well, Daniel. It do everyone good if you watched where your going ‘coz it’ll definitely do me good.”

…………………………..

Sondra had just been accepted to work at Sony records. Finally, her dream had come true. The pay was not big but it had been her dream to work at the music industry. Well, enough about that. Right now, she was running late by five minutes. Oh no, I hope I’m not late. She groaned inwardly as the elevator crawled its way slowly up the 3rd floor. Finally, the doors slide open and she rushed out. In her rush, she saw the guy walking up to her too late and crashed to him.
“Don’t you even watch where you’re going?” the words came out too quickly from her mouth.
“I’m sorry, lady.” The guy replied holding out his hand to help her up on her mouth. When she got on her feet, she finally got a cleared a view and met with his eyes.
Oh my gosh, he’s got nice eyes. Uh… wait, what am I thinking?
The guy cleared his throat and said, “hi, I’m Daniel.”
Wow, his name is Daniel. Such a sweet na—here goes me again! What’s wrong with me? I seriously am late right now and I’m drooling for this dude... right-o…
“Well, Daniel. It do everyone good if you watched where your going ‘coz it’ll definitely do me good.” Sondra stood up and tried her best to glare at the guy, at an extremely cute guy. With that, she marched off and made her way to Mr. Eddie M. Paxton, the Boss of the whole industry.

by the way, has anybody heard of the song 'My Ding-A-Ling' by CHuck Berry... it's a funny song.. i just heard it from the radio.. i just forgot the station... Damn..
the song is just funny.. but if you laugh when you hear the song through the whole thing, it means your mind is dirty... you thinking of something else...
and royce, i'm sorry to say this but the 'DARE' song is considered a dirty song if you think otherwise it will sound like something else.. and in some countries they actually didn't play it.... coz of the words in the song... but all i got to say is, "Damn those government people are thinking dirty!" yeah.... and `nylecyor: great job!

untitled: kidding!

2005-12-22T13:58:00.000+08:00

okay, so i haven't posted the rest of the story here....
i'm sorry....
i've been busy over the past few days and keeps forgetting to update and write the rest of the story.... Miraculously, one of the avid readers, Sondra sms me to remind me to update.... i know some writers' reaction will be like: "shut the f*ck up! i'm a human and i have a life to live too!"
but i'm different... i actually like being reminded when will the next story come up or something! it makes me feel that "wow, they love the hardwork i did and they want to read more of it!" so yeah, erm... i'll try to be a bit more faithful to my promise to continue and stuff but you know i have 'Simbang Gabi' (Midnight Mass) for the last 7 days until Christmas is here! so i hope y'all understand the fact that i may not update frequently.... thank you!

okay so enough of my crap! here's the rest!

Matthew hummed along to the song playing on his radio. Ever since he had graduated he as been always busy, busy, busy. In fact, today he had just returned from Hong Kong doing some promotion stuff for his up coming drama series. A year away from Sondra since like forever for him" away from Sondra".
"God! Why am I suddenly thinking of her?" Matt stood up so suddenly that he lost his balance and fell on his face.
Oww! my face hurts"
Ohh.. You wanna look at that bruise quickly"
Who said that?? Are you in my head?
No, I'm an invisible spirit wandering around your room. of course I'm in your head you stupid git!
Who are you?? I'm pretty sure I don't think or speak like that.
Are you sure you don't speak like this? Well, I'm pretty much surrounded with your memories, thoughts, desires...
Hey! Don't go there!!! Those are private stuff.
Too bad, I'm your conscience!
How come I don't hear you much? When I was young and stuff...
'Coz I'm you and you're me at the same time, so very much what I say is what you will say if you were me, you get me??
Ugh, I think that just made my head hurt more.
Nah, don't worry you'll get it over soon enough, anyway, who's this girl you thinking about??
None of your own biz!
Ohhh... snappy! Well, I'll just find it out myself ba-boo!
Matthew shook himself out of his trance. "Is it just me or did a voice spoke in my head?" He thought while going to the bathroom to check his face.

..................................

Daniel stared at the hotel he was supposedly be staying. After going through an interview and photo shoots, he was dead tired. Elise had gone off to make sure that all their luggages are out in the correct room.

That night, Elise in her nightgown came in his room looking very grim. She quietly sat herself on his bed without being invited and heaved a sigh.
"Well, aren't you going to ask me what's wrong?" Elise said from the end of the bed.
"Okay, then. What's wrong, Elise?" Daniel said playing along since he had nothing to do anyway.
"Oh, Daniel. I'm afraid we are going to have to stay here quite long." Elise began, taking out cigarette from her pockets and lighting it up. "You see the director called us and said he-he-" Elise suddenly broke out into huge sobs, her shoulders going up and down. Daniel not quite used to the Elise he sees now, sat next to her and patted her hand.
"There, there. Come now, Elise. You have to tell me what's wrong." Daniel said.
Taking a deep breath, Elise looked at him and said in one breath, "The director called and said that he had replaced you in the Harry Potter series. Not only that, the person from the contracts called and said my so-called 'term' with you is over. Thus, making me not your manager anymore and me having no job at all. Stevens still has to take care of you until you return to England. Meanwhile, you're mom has called to tell you to stay here in America for a while and maybe even take your final exams here and graduate. And since you have no job as well, she allowed you to go and audition for a band here and Los Angeles. I have called Sony records to let you audition at nine-tomorrow morning. By then, I wouldn't be your manager, so you won't be seeing me."
Daniel stared at her trying to get all information in his head. No more acting, can't return to England, audition for a band, finish studies here.
"Wow, Elise. No pun intended there though." Daniel started. "If I get into the band, will you still be my manager?"
"Really?" Elise said from his shoulders her voice still shaky. "You still want me to be your manager?"
Daniel nodded. "Yes, I'm very sure Elise. Now go and sleep now. Goodnight, Elise!"
"Goodnight, Mr. Radcliffe."

caramel frap buddies

2005-11-29T18:55:00.000+08:00

haiz, yesterday, we had another prefect meeting... very little people came. damn... then, we tried acting... it sucks since very little people came... in the end, we had to do double roles.. then, andrea was very stress... yah.. very boring lah mostly.. but here some the exciting part:

on the way home, me and Sondra decided to buy caramel frapuchino at the starbucks in the library. then, on Nov 28'05 at exactly 2:26 PM we became known as the caramel frap buddies... tall, grande and venti <<- - - nice name... :) then, we started talking baout this story i was writing for her... i know i'm not suppose to blabber my ideas but it's like so much easier in speaking than writing... really, i tell ya! i basically told her the foundation i built my story from. her liking matthew, matthew reclining, daniel liking her, sondra not knowing what to say, matthew liking her again, sondra not knowing of it, matthew comforting sondra, daniel getting angry, daniel starts avoiding her...
yeps..
that's when she starts hugging the post and naming the post at KCP bus stop "Daniel" too...
crazy lady! then she says she wants to write the name there.. i also want then she can visit again and again and again.. you get the idea?
we got so into the whole conversation that we forgot about going home... the bus 31 was about to leave when i realised it in time...
yeah.... then, we also endedd up from talking about the story to having "a talk"
"a talk" can mean a lot to us in many ways.. there's the 'i want to break-up' talk, 'honey, i'm preganant' talk, 'the bees and the birds' talk (most famous one too..)
f.y.i.: it's when your parents tell you where you came from... you know about *ahem*ahem*...
it goes something like this:
triz:then matthew and you had a talk..
son: omg... that sounds like we're gonna break-up! (laughs)
triz: nooo... not like that! as in comforting you in a best friend way... you know?
son: oh...(pause) you know there's a lot of things connected with "a talk" (does inverted sign)
triz: yeah hor... (thinks) there's the "honey we need to talk thing, then there's the preganat thing... yeah a lot...
silence
son: you know i never had the talk...
triz: huh?
son: my mom never tell me about the you know that talk...
triz:yeah me too...
son: i just found out about it myself...
triz: my ex-schoolmate told me that a teacher had sex with another teacher before.. i think she told me when i was 8/11... yeah.. then, when i came home, i asked my mom... she was like "who told you that".....
son: (laughs) is it?... eh, the whip cream cannot go in the straw leh... (pokes her straw at the caramel frappuchino..
*end*
yah.. we talked like crazy.. then in the bus, we started talking about Daniel Radcliffe... talked about it until reach Bedok... haha.. forgot about the story..
by the way, i've made a banner... sorta lah.. for the story and me and sondra.. frap buddies..
and i'm also the one who made her sorta addicted to caramel frap indirectly... see sondra..
don't deny.. i have proof... anyway, if you want to see the banner sondra... go to friendster.. i'll upload it..
okay, that's all i've got to say.. bye- bye..

very bored now..

2005-11-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

hey, people of blogging hood! [haha.. kidding! i'm not trying to insult anyone..]
i'm in such a happy mood today. i love the weather today. it's been raining since forever!! [i love it] and i got grounded for dancing in the rain for that... p.s. my mum caught me! unfair:(
then, me and my siblings decided to dance instead..(this all happened yesterday!)
we all dance to the song "Do You Want To" haha.. it was hilarious!! we were like drunkards.. especially me! i think it's because of the coffee i had in the morning... i had like 2 cups one in the morning and one shortly in afternoon...
oh by the way, i apologise to those people who are annoyed or whatever about my previous post. [you can blame my mum for that... she says i need to be more in touch with my birth nation or something along that line..]
anyways, i'm bored... luckily, i have 2 stories to update and quizilla to occupy me!! oh shout outs to Sondra: I'M GONNA POST THE STORIES HERE. I'LL JUST INDICATE WHICH STORY IT IS SO YOU DON'T GET ALL CONFUSERING ABOUT IT! :) OKAY?
and another to Roycelyn: HEY, GUESS WHAT! I'VE FLOODED YOU ALREADY! WHERE'S MINE??
right now, i'm huddled up in my tigger PJs, sipping hot cocoa, my grandmum's speciality, and typing on the latop... now, how perfect can that be? by the way, only me, grandpop and grandmum are left in the house. the rest went out to centrepoint. i volunteered not to come along as i was lazy... hehe ;) i'm a lazy pig..
well, i've decided to post this story here.. mind you, it's a gift for someone... the story, i meant.. well, here it is:

Daniel looked out the plane and smiled. “ahh,” he thought, stretching himself. “Finally, we’ve landed.”
It’s been almost 13 hours since he has been sitting in the plane that has just landed at Los Angeles. A snorting sound came from beside him. Daniel turned and only saw his bodyguard, Stevens. Stevens, whose full name is John Stevens, is a huge man but a dumb one too. Elise, Daniel’s manager, hired him to protect him but he always manages to fall asleep on his duties. Elise always threatens Stevens if she catches him sleeping, which she often does, but he was never fired, as Daniel had grown fond of him.

As he was in extreme need of a bathroom break, Daniel or Dan stepped over the sleeping man and headed for the toilet. In the midst of his toilet break, Dan heard a woman’s voice. It was Elise and she seems to be talking to him.
“Daniel, we have landed…” said the petite red-headed lady. “Time to get up now.”
Suddenly, a loud shrill erupted from outside followed by a loud thud, which Daniel suspected to be Stevens falling off his seat.
“Stevens, where the hell is Daniel?” Elise said completely petrified. “How many times must I repeat myself that you must keep an eye on him no matter what even—“
“Even in a life and death situation…” Stevens recited, it has been tons time he had heard it from Elise, 56th times to be exact.
An argument started from there and Daniel could not help but break out in huge fits of laughter.
“Do you hear that?” Elise said in midst of her sentence.
“Hear what?” Stevens asked trying to hear it too.
“I think it’s coming from there!” Elise said following the sound by ear and stopped in front of the toilet. “Open it Stevens, go.”
“Hey, why should I open it?” the bodyguard replied.
“Well, look at this if its some terrorist in there,” Elise explained. “He’ll attack you first and I’ll have time to run…”
“How come I get killed first?”
“Who’s more important between the two of us? I am right? So go and open it before I fire you.”
With a very shaky hand, Stevens opened the door and out came Daniel, very red in the face from laughing.
Elise lunged at him and started checking him for any sign of injury.
“Are you okay, Dan?” Elise said her hands checking him around the lower body.
“Yes Elise… I am.” Daniel said irritably. “Elise! Stop touching me. I said I’m fine alright!”
Elise stopped and quickly stood up from her kneeling position. “Oh okay. Anyway, we have to get off the plane now. We have a brief meeting with some reporters at 11.15”

. . . . . . . . . . . ..

~~~ stared intently at her book. She was in her mathematics class and try as she may; she still could not get the formulas in her head. Oblivious to the teacher who was muttering some complicated formula to the class, she looked at the window. Seeing nothing but the clear sky, she remembered her time with her closest friend, ---. It all started with a crazy argument, she knew if she hadn’t brought the subject up, it wouldn’t have happened. It has been a month now, but the pain of their parting was still etched in her heart. She still remember the time when they first met until the time they parted. It was painful but she knows she needs to move on and try to continue her life without her friend.
Prying her eyes away from the window, she quickly turned her attention back to the math teacher, trying as best as she could to understand the weird language coming from the person’s mouth.

“~~~, ~~~…”
~~~ shook herself and looked at the person who was calling her. Her friends were surrounding, their faces all had the same look, worry. A tall shorthaired girl approached her face always full of happiness.
“Are you okay?” the girl, Roycelyn asked.
She felt an arm on her shoulder and saw jasmine hugging her.
“C’mon, son…” her friend said reassuringly. “You have to get over --- someday.”
“Yeah…” a short black haired girl chirped from her right. “Jasmine’s right you know. You can’t bury yourself in all those pain and stuff. And just like Roycelyn said you need to move on.”
“I know Trizia.” ~~~ replied. “But you guys don’t understand. Look, stop worrying about me. I’ll be just fine. It’s not like I slit my wrists when I feel emotional…”
“Joking, joking!” she exclaimed, seeing the look on her friends’ faces. “I’ve got to go now. Matthew is probably waiting for me right now.”
~~~ bid her g’byes and went off to the car park, where a black car was waiting for her.
“Finally, I thought you don’t want to go home…” a guy said from the driving seat.
“Shut up, Matthew.” ~~~ retorted, putting on her seat belt. Both of them looked at each other and smiled. It was a normal squabble between them, a best friend squabble. Having known each other for almost all their life, they know the other’s interest by heart. Like ~~~ wanted to do something with the music industry while Matthew, a.k.a. Matt, wants to be an actor. So far only Matt has been achieving that dream, as his father was a good friend with a director.
“So, how is your life been going?” the best friend asked not knowing of anything. The silence was enough answer for him.

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

2005-11-17T21:07:00.000+08:00

haiz... i know, i know.. long time never updated! well, don't blame me... i have prefect meetings(screw the sec 1s next year!?) and my parents said i need to take care of my lil siblings.
today, me Jasmine and Sondra went to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. it was bloody fantastic! Cho Chang doesn't look that bad... even Sondra had to agree! But i'm not sure about Jasmine though... hmm.. then, Jasmine bought the soundtrack for that movie... (i want the rock 'n' roll song and all the others...) i must ask her to send it to me.. oh, anyway, then sondra opened her presents at Mcdonalds. She keeps saying she don't want to open the teddy bear that Daniel Radcliffe supposedly gave her... (yah, he passed it to me to give it to her :) ...) she said she like my story! yay, i've got a fan.. ah who cares anyway! it's about her that's why she goes crazy over it.... Sondra also said she like how i potray Matthew(Dang Ou) as an idiotic best friend who secretly likes her. hehe.. i asked her if she wants a sad ending or a happy one. she says of course the happy one... actually if you hear my idea the sad one is nice too.. but i may just make her cry. alright! i'll just say it anyway:
[in my language tagalog]

si matthew in love sa kanya, kaya lang eh mag best friend sila kaya ayaw nya sabihin ang totoo... yung kaibigan ni Sondra medyo alam dahil sa arte ni Matthew. pero, ayaw nila sabihin. si Sondra me trabaho sa music industry, me nakilala sya na lalake pangalan ay Daniel. una, nag kakainisan silang dalaw. pero unti unti silang nag papakita ng karamdamin(sp?). kaya lang, ang mga magulang ni M & S ay nag-agree na ikasal yung dalaw. Si Matthew syempre natuwa dito pero hindi pina-kita ke Sondra, si Sondra naman ay na heart-broken dahil gusto nya si Daniel kaya lang ayaw nya sabihin ang totoo nung sinabi na ni Daniel sa kanya noon na megusto sya sa kanya dahil takot sya baka ma saktan lang ang puso nya. dahil na pa mahal na sya dati ke Matthew, kaya lang as si Matthew ay isang engot akala nya nag-bibiruan lang sila nung bata-bata pa sila. kinalimutan nya no to, so sinabi nya na mahal nya talaga si Daniel at kung anong gagawin nya. dahil si matthew ay isang mabait na kaibigan, tinago nya ang sakit ng puso nya at hinayaan nya sila mag-kita. nabuko rin sila nung na huli ng inay at itay ni Sondra me kasama syang iba. si Matthew ang humarap sa kanila at sinabi nya hinyaan nya mag-kipag date si SOndra ng iba. sa galit ng tatay ni Matthew, pinagulpi sya sa tauhan nya. nung nalaman ni Sondra, na awa sya ke Matthew at nalaman rin ang totoo na mahal sya talaga ni Matthew din. dahil ayaw nyang mabugbog si Matthew, she made up her mind at nakibag hiwalay ke Daniel. nagsama sila muli at nauwi sa pagmamahalan yung dalawa. hindi nya alam na karga nya na yung sangol nila. soon things went normally para kina M & S. kaya lang, na disgracia si S at nalam ni M nabuntis si S. nung nalaman nya si D ang ama nung bata. nagkita sila ni D. nag away muna bago si D sinabi nya kung mahal mo talaga si S, hayaan mo sya kung gusto nya yung bata. gusto nga ni S, pero galit si M sa kanya dahil doon. hindi nag tagal, kinasal din yung dalawa, malaki na yung tian ni S pero ang alam nang magulang nila yung sangol ay ke M. D knows about it and was send letters about it.(pero hindi alam nung bata sino ang kanyang totoong ama) si M at sya ay magkabati na at sinagot nya na rin yung bata. pero nung 5th b-day nung bata, dumalaw si D sa mag-ina. (si M ay nasa overseas) una, kina usap nya si S, kinatahan nya yung kanta nilang dalawa. sinabi nya, nawag nawag sya kakalimutan at wag syang mag sorang bagod. nag usap ulit sila katulad nung dati nung nag mamahalan pa sila. na kita ni D ang kanyang bunga, sinabi nya na wag nalang sabihin sa bata. nung pag tingin kay S umi-iyak sya, at sinabi na iniwan nang pera sa bata. nag palam sya at umalis din pero iniwan yung necklace nya ke S. bukas noon, bumalik rin si M. sinabi nya na bumanga yung aeroplano na sinasakian ni D. doon nya lang nalaman kaya pala si D nag pa-alam na sa kanya. nung gabi na yoon doon bumanga. nung nag attend sila lahat ng pag kalibing, tinanong, nung bata sino yung mama na yun. sabi ni M "sya yung dating talagang nimahal nag iyong ina..." nung pag tapos noon, si Sat si M atchaka yung bata isang pamilya umiwi. pero alam ni S na pin-panood sila ni d sa langit.

That's all for my sad idea... i still have no idea for the happy one... give me ideas, please... i know its not fair that you can't understand it but it'll just break the whole part of me writing it-out. so that's why i have to write in my language...

split personalities???

2005-10-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

you know the "it itches... do i have mtv?" commercial thingy?
well, i asked myself do i have mtv... of course, i do! that's why when i watched it last week, i saw the most ridiculous music video: Franz Ferdinand's new single "Do you want to"
okay here's a few words... it's 1. it's lame, 2. it's ridiculous, 3.did i mention it's lame?, 4. stupid, 5. ii'd rather have a period of geography than watch the video, even once.

enough about that video,[psst, i got the poster and i've got no idea what to do with it] today was boring... all those people who didn't go to school, or should i say pontank, have to talk to mdm shanti and thier report book will be affected. poor things! actually i don't blame them... these few after exams weeks was and is a waste of time... first of all, in those few weeks we could gain back our sleepless nights of cramming notes into our heads... spend our time doing stuff we wanna do like for me i wanna write my story... so on and on and on... i bet you're agreeing along if not then you're not one of the students suffering in school or you are one of those dorks who is soooo enthusiastic to go to school! so yah, basically school life is as boring as hell...

right now, i'm listening to "Love Me" by Collin Raye. it's such a touching song.. so sad. makes me wanna cry... and i'lm also talking to 3 people at msn... and for those pros oput there... i sure adore you! i can't even handle 3 people... the msn sound keeps coming up and i'm confused on who to answer first... and they're all talking about different subjects.. haha.. how confusering![my word.. i heard it from tigger!] okay, so we had our last guitar lesson today, so sad now.. mr. ong left... but on the other hand someone won't flirt around mr. terrence anymore... thank god too for that! it's abit sick watching a younger gal flirt around a way older dude... i meant guy, he's not even suitable for the term dude..

overall, i and fun and will have fun for the rest of the week.. going parties on Saturday, Sunday and Monday... so see yah!!

*muacks sleep well, don't let your face rot....

life sucks, so live with it! yeah right...

2005-10-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

heys! long time no post, huh?
well, blame it on EOY papers for holding me back...
hmmm... practically today, i had a very weird and shocking yet depressing week [no BIG suprise there, eh?] last week, i've been staying back at my friends house...
then, i think it was wednesday last week..... i stayed back with a bunch of my friends at Zara's house... this time we were preparing for Literature: Merchant of Venice... so Sondra was kind enough to bring along her DVD and we watched it and it really helped... helped me remeber how the characters were like... okay, maybe not the Salerio And Solanio part THAT definitely didn't help... it was *shudders* nightmarish... and i realised that during the Renaissence period [hey, not THAt period, you lewd interpreter!!] it was not abnormal to have more than just a friendly terms with a guy... you can love him to if you want... Gosh, know one knows why therei s this thing called STDs... *sighs* people nowadays... *shakes head diapprovingly* oh yeah... back to Shakespeare's play! well, Jasmine and I realised that the guy, Bassanio, was played by Ralph Fiennes' brother who also portrayed William Shakespeare in Skakespear in Love[i think it's sort of sickish too] i saw lots of lesbian, gayish acts in the movie... technically, almost all of them kissed someone from same gender...<> .... SICK... K( so gross... had nightmares about it! but now, i think i pity Shylock alot in the story... i feel bad for the poor guy... i was on the verge of breakdown when he was spit on and when the loophole of the bond was revealed to him.... evil Portia!!

that week we ended up playing a "Dare-Dare" game. in which we had to pass this cute dolphin pillow(which nearly died by the way it was passed around) until the music stops. btw, the music was from a 'Hello, Kitty' alarm clock which emit these 'cute' nursery rhymes over and over And over And over And over And over... okay, i think you get it...
and yeah basically, everyone, in this case means:Roycelyn, Clarissa, Zara, Sondra and I, got 'married' except Charmaine. [but one day, i will force her to marry someone] yupps... and if you only knew who were our spouses...
then, we all got high and crazy.... played Xbox games and stuff until 3.30 pm..... erm, take note: exams ended at 11 something so i was 'late' for home.... then, once i got home...
happiness was drained out of me as soon as i stepped into my house.... my mom nagged at me for being home 'late' [pls, it was 3.30 for goodness sake not 11 in the evening!!!] like very daily ritual arguements which i personnaly called 'it's-for-your-own-good' speech, i rolled my eyes at them and shut myself in my room for some Fall Out Boy music...by the way, i trully loved thier new single: "Sugar, we're Going Down"... totally wicked... anyways, at this point i was grounded.... sort of grounded for a day... [for just one small thing, they ground me] so yeah... that was on thursday, which was 6/10/2005....
that's all i've got to update for now... have you seen my tiger pet, Froie? he's so adorable, isn't he?
and right now my sister is bugging the shit out of me[not technically though] i hope she'll freakin' shut up for once and think straight for goodness sake!

seriously, my family has problems so i don't know why i'm the only one with 5% of sanity still intact....

exams!!!!

2005-10-08T03:21:00.000+08:00

heys... just like in my taggboard... i won't be able to update since there's exams... sorry... :'( anyways, i decided to change back my blogskin...hehehe... i think the background music mathes 'coz it's dark magic... and hedgewig's theme of harry potter...get it?? they both got magic in them... okay never mind if you don't understand...
and.... to roycelyn....
whatever happened in zara's house stays there!!! or i'll say it out loud that you blah-blah-blah... hehehe not going to let you all know... by the way, nothing sick happened at zara's house.. we just played some stupid pass the stuff dolphin around until the music stops and played Xbox... that's all...
cheerios...
jamata ashita.[roycelyn taught me tis jap phrase]

tagg board floodin' has been fun...

2005-09-16T07:53:00.000+08:00

hey, peeps... 'zup!
anyways, today i talked back to ms. sheku, the big-ass queen of the kungbushmen!! it was like wow... that's all i can say... i mean she dare accuse i was talking rudely to her... i mean like who in thier right mind would if she started scolding you already for some tiny-puny little reason... (i just threw the wallet across) please lahrx.... so that's why no one should make me extremely angry... i get horrible outbursts... by the way, i did it because i feel i was not so much in the wrong... yah... she and her shit-face... hey, anyone heard of "Photograph" by Nickelback they are so freakin' cool..... so is the band: THE USED. i love thier song "under pressure" which they sang with MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, who also rock to the core..... visit thier website, kay? i think the used website is freakin' high-tech and cool... wish my blog was something like that... here it is:
http://www.theused.net/
and MCR'S
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/

visit them... see if they are cool... by the way, under pressure is a downloadable song(see i'm using my suffix and preffix like mrs goh says so) just go on the used website you'll see it... hey, jasmine... if you listen carefully, you can clearly hear GERARD WAY screaming at the top of his lungs in the background...
nowits time to say goodbye in all the language i can think of...
good bye!
toodles
t.t.f.n. (tata for now)
cheerios
sayonara
adieu
zai jian
pa-alam
ciao

and that's all i can think of... and to sondra: chicken makes a good nuggets. :D she's the only one who know what i think... bye!!

teacher's day mass, reminising the moon and a lot of other crap...

2005-09-05T05:45:00.000+08:00

okay, so its already september... yeah, i know. it's been a long time since i've updated. but hey, i've got a life to waste... ", and i've got tons of homework for the one week vacation... yeah... i don't even know why MOE bothered to give us a vacation when all the studetns do is mugg for upcomnig exams and finish a wall-of-China high homework... and that's not even half of it, i tell ya... and what's best is the fact that some of us can't do ALL of it in one week... i mean, come on, i'd rather go to school than be stuck at home trying to finish all these rubbish shit that our "OH-SO-HOLY-FULL-OF-CRAP teachers" gave us... okay except maybe mrs. ng, because i like her lectures or lesson... whatever you call it... i suck at maths just so you all know... and my 'rents are not happy enough that i failed two subjects... wow, expect the unsuspected all this week... i also have NCC project which i have to pass up by 24 september... what's more is that i've got to finish all these HOMEWORK (which i rather call LABOUR WORK) by WEDNESDAY as me and my family are going to Genting. yupps... fullofcrap... F.O.C. just like Roycelyn used to tell me about her day which is mostly about_ _ _ .... yeah, y'all know what that girl is talking about... but now, she's obsess with her "grandfather" _ _ _ _ _... so, i'll leave you all for now...oh wait! there's the fact that mr. kua is somehow my neighbour...he also has a girlfriend...and we watch reminiscing the moon yesterday (i especially liked the water scenes all of it)... Jasmine saw Isaac, this dude who is in Lightyears, whom she like in the story... then, sondra, zara and i was messaging each other together... so we were like a bunch of idiots... then, atiqah also called me that time... so i think my phone bill will be atrociuos when my dad gets it... he'll probably kill me... :D so nice knowing all of you...
!!so that's all folks!!

signing off
-dEmenTeD cOunCillOr-*

if only the world does not tread on others, it would be good enough for me...

2005-08-27T08:39:00.000+08:00

okay... i'm being stupid and lame now!! i went for NCC meeting today after school... very stupid lah... okay i changed my mind cancel that...stupid it was funny but i went home alone... glad sui min, dianna, and aishah was not disappointed that i gave them the CD too late... sorry guys... by the way, i apologize for not putting them in a disc casing... coz i can't find any at my house currently... and i'm glad that the NCOs say that we're not the type that is rude to them... glad school's over... as in weekend is near... but i must train for orienteering... argh! we practicing with SJI again, i think.... well, i half hope and half hope not... anyways, i will stop here now... hi friends... smile... :D

demented councillor
signing out...

yo wazup!!! so hyper now!!!

2005-08-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

okay let's just say that on Friday, august 19 2005, was the most funniest yet scary NCC training i had for this year, other than CAMP FEAST of course! it started out as we're supposed to go for training with SJI guys. (yep, z! saint joseph people!) when we arrived there, the sir told us we have to be in a group alone. i was so shocked that.... okay delete that! everyone was like: *mouth hanging open* "WHAT?!" Then the blabbering continues.... yep. oh yeah! the guys there were so stupid to GREET MA'AM TAN AS A SIR! yeah, that was hilarious.... no 'fence miss tan but it was funny when she said with mock hurt in her voice:"do i look like a guy to you??" that cacked us all up!! even the NCOs/CPL. after the whole orienteering, we had 'ice breakers' game-- WACKO!-- yeah... it was lame but i actually made some 'friends' in one hour. okay maybe two hours. and hahaha to the sir who think girls can't remeber guys names!! i still remeber them.
they are:
Liyang, Rozainni, Matthew, Daryl, Phavit(sp?), Zi Xiang, Elyon (sp?), Rahim, Siva, Jeffrey, Gillian(sp?), 'Pok' and the NCOs MArtin, JOhn, Raffi....
so hahahah!!! i still remeber about more than 10 guys beat that, huh!!
BTW: liyang is such a gentleman. if you're reading this, thanks for helping me remeber the names... well, some of them at least!

then on saturday, august 20 2005, we went to sentosa with my cuz, aunt and fam.... (family for short!) and then, we ride around practically the whole beach. we played volleyball--i actually scored 4 times this time!--and soccer, in which i suck at somehow...
after that, me and inah followed my mom 'touring' my cuz and aunt at underwater world, dolphin lagoon, orchid gardens... etc!! etc!! then, i was bored like shit until we went home and found out that the next day, we're going to watch 'THE MAID' AND ' CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY'! which i will tell you about next...

okay on sunday, which is today, we went to church. and saw anthony(cathecism dude) with his family. i was staring at him and he stared back as in "i've-seen-you-before-but-i-don't-know-where.." sort. then, we went for the 7th annual Filipino League of Mary anniversary. quite boring except for my younger sister's dance and my younger's brother's dance too. soo kawaii they two! when, we got to orchard to watch the show.... our dad got his map all mixed up and me, cuz and inah ended up at shaw while they ended up at cineleisure. we were like idiots waiting for each other to turn up. then, when we found out we got divided. they came looking for us ending up with mom, trina, gramp and grandmama and my aunt gone.... well, missing, that is... after that mom got frustrated and decided not to watch it.... i think we'll watch it on monday.... i don't know... not really sure of the day though.... so that was all... quite long but exciting and funny at the same time....

this is demented councillor
signing out... *muacks*

!!happy birthday annabel and roycelyn!!

2005-08-17T11:59:00.000+08:00

yo people, 'zup!!
'tis trizy here... aintcha all findin' it wierd that your homie's lang is well.... slang?
xxhahahaxx forgive my urban split personality, it was forcing to say that... hehehe i'm being stupid again. anyways, i just found out that my one of my 7 godfathers is......DUN, DUN, DUN,DUN!!!! dracula!!! oh the horror!!
nah just kidding... or elsve ir vould have suck vouir vlood vy now... hehehe... :p
well, back to my story... well, i was searching through my birth certificate file... (i wanna know if i'm adopted... haha",) and i came across a paper stating that i have 7 godfathers and godmothers.... and one of my godfathers is an actor!! my dad used to work for him and so was my other godfather, uncle lito. (he's a nice guy:simple yet cool. but he's an alcholic & still has a great heart.) then, my mom saw me and i asked her why the hell is this actor's name is in my birth certificate... then, my mom said that not to talk about in front of my dad cause they have a grudge at each other and that he's not really my g.f. at all but his name was smehow nt deleted. so there you go i leave you with a wonderful (maybe) fact about my life...
and i'm not so mad anymore. but i think smeone is thinking that i don't wanna talk to her today. but i still do... yeah... and roycelyn, thanks for the letter! it helped a lot with my problem thingy. so yeah! really a lot of thanks!! lav ya

i'm thinking of another story to write its based on the fact above but not so like that. (but i'm going to write it as you--john.)
ohhh....john pratts.... hehehe he's the dude at below...
quite cute but his attitude is like that of malfoy in the quizilla stories...

ever-loving,
trizy
your most demented councillor :p

2005-08-13T13:33:00.000+08:00

okay well, you might actually be wondering why the song 'I'M NOT OKAY(I PROMISE) BY M.C.R is playing..... guess what?? it's simple... that's how i feel today..... i'm not o-fucking-kay now!!! wanna know why??!! well let's just say... i am feeling this way because of some GREATFUL people in my life who just loves to contribute to all the fuss.... yep! and i've got a poem too.... i wrote in like 10 minutes flat as i opur my whole heart out to it...
*here it is *
during my past few years in my life,
i realised one thing in mind...
friendship can never really last...
true friends can past away so fast!
they tell you secrets,
you tell them yours...
i guess you can never really trust them at all!
once in clicks, now seperated
best friends gone apparated...
behind your back you didn't know,
a knife they've stabbed deep, deep below.
you'll realise it only when its too late...
for they've just called you "bitch, we hate!!"

now all alone....
you start to cry,
pretty soon, you're ready to die...
friendship wilting, once forever....
now deleted... not ever forever...
hmm... i guess friendship dosen't last at all...
as i had just began to fall.

(written by me 12 august 11.45)

yeah...well, i hope you understand how i feel right now... but if you're offended...
heck care it's my life!!!! ~haiz~ if you want to leave a hate message feel free to do so..... yeah... that's how i feel.... i'm just gonna keep quiet and stuff....

well, enough of the sad stuff!!!
alright.... as school starts to end... my sadness subsidedd as i head down for recess with them... yeah seriously... then i stayed back for nothing and coz i felt like it and all... i hang out with sharifa, alicia, tina and atiqah after eating... OMG my stomach hurts so much after talking with them... sharifah told us some crazy stuff and jokes too... cool, i got 'in touch' with another click.... but i don't want to be an extra to them so i kept to myself.... i also got to talk alot more to annabel nowadays... i guess she seem to understand me.... *shrugs* i don't know but i'm beginning to believe what rae said to me last year... i regret getting too close now... *recalls rae telling her stuff(secret) * i should've taken her word... but now i guess i learnt it the 'hard' way

okay, that's practically what happened.... i also hope you visit http://www.wimp.com/swearing/ it's funny and cute at the same time yet its full of fuck...................................... and i'd like to say it loud and proudly.... "FUCK THE FUCKING MOTHER-FUCKERS!!!!" yeah that came from the video... hahaha i just felt like typing that down..... well, hope i didn't assault anyone.... coz i'm pretty much hurt myself through my point of view that is........ go roy! go son! you can beat your record dudes!! well, that's it... hahaha i like saying well today.... well, *there i go again* bye!

SchoolDNA sucks to the core!!!!!........Either that or my comp!

2005-08-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

harlw... Hey zara! If your reading this thank goodness you finally put your first entry.... anyways, I've been trying to access to schooldna until now... Stupid thing keeps repeating that you can only log in from school.... Stupid really... Well, other than that... My 'rents are out of town... wif my cuz... whoopie!! But so boring... I watched all day long and I finish my d&t project already but then again schooldna got something wrong.... Or they really hate my nric number... He's... What can I do..... Please tag me!!! Well, hi jas! royce, wazzup!! hey bel! thanks guys for trying to help me with my schooldna prob thingy... yeah, really appreaciate it... that's iut fro now.. i'm having hand-brain corporation... byessssssssss.

dEmenTeD cOUNcilLor
signing out

its final... i don't belong in my family....

2005-08-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

harlow... yes it's me! i'm freakin'.... no wait, change that to fucking pissed!!
yes! i don't belong in my family... they are stupidly, bastardly, idiotically retarded to even 'make' thier family.... oh yeah... and god knows why i'm i was born to them... they are so hateful.... my sister is so,so,... so like a fucked-up shit... nagging and nagging about herself... she's like: (quote) " this shirt looks ugly on me... i'm gonna change... oh my gosh! like my hair are all curled in!..." yeah, you get the point... and tml, thank god my 'rents are going away with my cuz and aunt to genting... but sadly, they 'grounded' me for some reasons.... as i asked my dad politely if he could bring us to school at around 6 in the morning for i have to report by 6.30 am. but at first my dad was like ' go yourself! take the bus!!' and i told him that the bus comes every 30 minutes... so my dad said 'go out of here at around 5.30 then...' and i said 'are you nuts?! i wake up at around 5.30 if i leave i that time, i'll have to wake up at 5.00!!!??' then, i left the room coz i was onviously pissed.... i kept muttering things like: "the people who can fuck off are-- dad, mom, sister, stupid people, some people in school, miss wong, coach luke, anthony, the donkey & the cow....---- yeah i kept mutterring that to myself and i also planned how to kill them slowly.... so they'll die torturously... (if there's such a word..) after, a while, my dad called me and made up his mind and said he'll bring me to school instead... so i agreed then my fucking sister had to ruin everything by saying that how come trizia can always go to school early... yada,yada,yadda!! so i was pissed and the three of us had a screaming competition UNTIL MY mom screamed shut tup and just go to school or forget about it... my sis was saying forget about it but heck care... i wanna go to school... she can say at home and grow fat and everything....
so yes that's what happened in the evening...
during mass, like most guys were staring at my cuz and asking what's her name and all those stuff... yeah, pretty bhb of her to give away her phone number like its a calling card or something.... yep! then, the rest are quite stupid and funny from my point of view... that's all for now folks!!!! *muacks*

let the cOOkies crumble... i just felt like saying that! :)

2005-08-06T10:51:00.000+08:00

agrh!! roycelyn's gonna drive me insane!!! numero uno, i'm not obsess!!! i'm just talking about that coz i saw right not like you who tell me even the smallest detail: such as using the same soap!? puh-lease!! like i'm a cheese fan... *rolls eyes* anyways, i've changed the music video to MY PAPER HEART by ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS... yeah and i'm pissed with the fact that my stupid chinese teacher is soooo unreasonable... i can't strand her anymore!!! i want to throw the bloody cans of baked beans at her face... oh yeah... the cans came from the ayam brand pple who for some reasons decided to guve it to us... how cheap.... ", anyways, when i went to yahoo and image searched charmaine's name a chest-naked woman came out.... xdotzx i didn't know charmaine is like that.... well, i'm bored to death...... i don't really like doing D&T work now.... hell lah!!! .....those teachers can die lahrx.... xXhahahaXx i'm being stupid.... watching the lost series tml.... hehehe.... can see dominic monaghan.... :) okay i'll leave you here.... byes.....

dEmenTeD cOUncilor, signing out

2005-08-03T08:39:00.000+08:00

VISIT LINKS TO WATCH THE VIDEO TO THE SONG THAT'S PLAYING... IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT JUST GO TO THE LINKS AND YOU'LL SEE.... IT'S "SWING,SWING" BY THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS. THEY ROCK MAN!!!

crazy about the all-american rejects...

2005-08-01T18:09:00.000+08:00

i think All-American rejects are cool!!
tyson's got nice eyes.... haha... like the smallville dude.... and nick's just wierd.... but i don't know who's chris... any ways, royce still talking about... _ _ _ ..... yeah... very dotz xlolx
my x-men story have complaetely changed.... yeah... but still writing it............ argh! can't get enough of a.a.r.... woo-hoo! tml my cousin and aunt is coming cool!! but it'll suck along the way too.... i know, coz i have a gut feeling.... yeah... my family is born with premonitions.... like i had this wierd dream about me finding my supposed to be dead dog and yet find that my house was being destroyed.... i think its supposed to mean me getting back together wif my friend coz of a problem and the house as me flunking maths test by a freakin' half mark!!! ARGH! i can't believ i wasted my test.... ohh... i'm hearing toxic by britney spears now... how wierd i don't even rmbr clicking on that song... stupid thing.... okay, i'll sign off now.... byes.....

hyper,confused, sad, angry,guilty, feel lyk crying and okay already...

2005-07-30T13:45:00.000+08:00

harlow... today got NCC training, my arm bloody tired so are my legs... they feel like breaking off soon.... then, when my parents pick us up, they said need to go to NTUC at marine parade for some stuff... at NTUC down there, i saw mrrrssss. BEnji Madden!!! she look nice in her hair style... xXhahahaXx... euu so 'unlucky to meet paul... hehehe! can tease euu abt him @ schoolll... jk only... i very upset today... made one of my frens pissed off wif meeee...... so saddening (if there is such word..) but i don't want to take sides coz like roycei said must be equal to all your frens so i stil talk to both of them but just keep it a certain level where both won't get upset abt each other.... ~haiz~ now, very difficult for me to talk..... i ate at yoshinoya.... so funny.... my mum sae my sis and i eat lyk hungry pigs who wwent out 4 war.... but true what!? i got NCC and my sis 'saving' lives..... hahaha can't imagine her as my saviour when i'm bleeding to death... anyways, some one during NCC training had a high tide with the crimson waves... quite messy in the end.... lyk tsunami like tt!! and all those peeps asking for MCR go n die(jk only..)! giv me a break lehrx... i no time to burn like 4 cds!!!????? well, byes end herreee.....
just like tigger says: "double t f, n!!! TA-TA-FOR-NOW!!!!!!"

2005-07-29T09:45:00.000+08:00

isn't he cute?? i just feel like posting this up.... he is my sweet heart..... SEAN BIGGERSTAFF .... f.y.i. he is the really cute guy in harry potter as oliver wood.... *sighs* he's got nice dreamy eyes.... *drools all over computer and the com explodes...* okyz.... that's all i want to write and post....... hahaha..... jasmine like the blink-blink guy doo-a-doo-da-day...doo-da-doo-da-day do-a-doo-da-day so let us sing this for them doo-a-do-da-day....

2005-07-29T09:38:00.000+08:00

well, hiiiiss to all my readers... and fellow bloggers... notice something new?
it's because now i know how to use the bloody blog's template thingy.... thanks to a few of my frens who rrre such professional in this sort of things....
okay, happy times over... guess what i had to stay back and get into a DC sort of thing bcoz of some idiotic teacher for not passing up chinese homework... just coz those who didn't do must stay bak, right? HELLO?! we have our own reasons to nnot to do that bloody letter which she probably won't reply to .... for me, zara and trisha is okay coz we don't know what the heck to write and jasmine was sick that time.... and everyone just don't know what to do....
oh yeah! that's not all.... we had to do corrections 50 times per word (in chinese) and there's about 20 words in total so those who got ZERO (which includes me... ) has to do 1 000 times.... yep as in write a complicating chinese word 1000 times just to satisfy that bloody fuck of shit teacher.... sorry for the vulgarities but its that damn pissing off... oh and xin yi is going over to england to continue her studies there.... so luck.... london has bcome a bit dangerous nowadays... ~haiz~ the world is going abnormal... thay think killing is good for the sake of some people's religion and that will get them to paradise when they die... yeah right... the only paradise they'll get is a hot burning one.... such as HELL!!! duh?! when will pple get it straight.... haha that means they're curvy otherwise known as they are bisexuals.... okayz... well i'll end here for now.... donuts will rule the world... haha feel like typing that as i'm eating one right now..... i miss spongebob my pillow for some reason my mom says she wants to "wash" it.... ~haiz~ she only jealous of me... oh and i have the characteristics of a bear: being protective, fun, active, very fierce when pissed off or irritated and very family close type of person... and sometimes dependent... haha i'm all except for the dependent part.... bye now... *sings: I JUST WANNA LIVE... DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT THE THINGS THAT THEY SAY... I JUST WANNA LIVE (JUST WANNA LIVE, JUST WANNA LIVE) I JUST WANNA LIVE!!!!

china pple come to school.... jasmine very wierd today...

2005-07-28T13:23:00.000+08:00

okay i'm gonna make this short for i talking to my fren online now... yeah, at night... and my dad doesn't even notice that i'm using the internet right about now. i guess he's too in love withthe CSI:las vegas, and i think i just heard my mom scream there's a cockcroach in the kitchen... kkaes.. stop here... hahas i almost want to write strip instead of stop... haiz.. i need to clean my brain with detergent.... and even acid... hmmm. i wonder if mr. kua will let me use some form the science lab.... *goes to look for mr. kua....*

dang it! i lost my thought.... i'm still pissed since recess...

2005-07-21T16:24:00.000+08:00

(i always like this pic...)
hello, i've just finished writing letters to all my freens... yeah...

just like the title, i'm still having a major pissed off mood now even though i talked to them doesn't mean i'm okay with what they did.... and it's not a prefect's thing..... i'm angry with daddy long-legs for saying she wants to show me to her dearly beloved what i wrote to her (when i was kidding only about the intro part.) then, when during recess, the stupid changkat players just had to thier finals during our recess time, consuming up 20 minutes of our recess..... by the time i got down, the lines were bloody long and my frens are nowhere to be found.... tried looking for the places where we usually meet but in the end i saw my twin by the table not even responding to my "hi! where's the rest?" then, that did it! my tolerance cells blew up and i was freakin' angry.... then, when i spotted catsworth and the rest they kept walking 'til i tap one of 'em and said hi.... before this i trust that they will be waiting or looking for me but in the end they didn't.....

i know i sound dramatic but i mean i trust them enough to know that if they were me and i was them, i'll look for them or tell them where to meet so we could go together.... argh!!!

*tagalog* manga tanga talaga ang manga inchek dito.... pati ang mga 'mal' e-ngot rin... ang mga pilipino naman dito ang yabang... sobra,sobra na ito.... i cannot take it na talaga...... sana pag nag debut ako, gusto ko sa pilipinas igawa para kasama ko ang mga pinsan ko.....

well, if i ever offended anyone... i'm truly sorry... but i'm just pissed off i'll write again tomorrow when i hope i will be in a better mood...

long time no post.... :( too bad my dad said must mugg for exam first...

2005-07-21T07:49:00.000+08:00

okay i'm gonna make this quick coz... my dad will come home soon. today, sondra said she's upset over someone but it's wierd from point of view. i saw Mr. Kua like a lot of times today.... i know very dotz,right?.... xXlolXx.... we had BMW today and yesterday so will tomorrow. i don't know how to use a blogger like a professional... especially when it comes to technollogy and me... coz i dunt know how to use tag board so .... shoot me!! darn it... the stupid song: "Collide" is stuck in my head... anywayz, saw colin last sunday with his family.... he look stupid like a dork and an idiot mixed together.... xxXhahahaXxx...i'm being mean today!! i like-- no, wait--- I Love Criticising People... (unless they're my frens or family or related to me of course!) okay stop herre...
hey charmie, you said you'll help me do a tag board right? And Zara, where's my reply letter???? must be very long like the way i write to you, kkaes?? hey,royce remember to introduce me to Vic, k? jasie, keep your hands to yourself more okay? see what happened to you and benji!! <- jk only..

2005-05-26T07:30:00.000+08:00

okay...i know what you are thinking....you think that i find having friends useless right?HAHAHA....in your face!
i don't find them useless but great and REALLY worth to keep since they are there for you all the time....but what can I say... friends will somehow fight sometime or another... but what i don't get is why SOME people don't know how to tolerate others while THOSE people jump to conclusions if some1 tell them the truth!!!
im not saying that THESE peeps are not good friends but i feel that for a friendship to work... friends must learn to co-operate, tolerate and appreciate that they have these friends around them!
heck i've been there before.... (me: *recalls* when i was in P6, my bestest friend back stabbed me and i got so angry, disappionted of them for saying all those things about me... that i cried practically in front of my class...)

well, i guess that we really need to learn how to forgive and forget...i know its hard for some but....hey!...i find it hard too especially, if some1 wrote things about killing me in 8 to 10 different ways...
but guess what??no one is perfect!
now, i'm really nuetral...i'm still friends with these people but i guess i can't talk to them next to each other...
gosh, sometimes i even wonder why, how and what caused this to happen!
not saying that i don't know why that person is irritated but why fight over this?? well, okay so zero3's prob can be considered but why can't that person just keep it inside if that person don't like one of thier frens traits or something like that...
not blaming or angry to anyone but this whole thing is just too frustrating and confusing...my whole head is practically covered with question marks all over it! and i feel angry and pissed off with this situation not the people in the situation...
well, when you read this hope you all understand what i mean and I AM NOT ANGRY NOR PISSED WITH ANYONE OF MY FRIENDS JUST ANGRY AND PISSED WITH THE SITUATION COZ ITS FRUSTRATING THAT CLOSE FRIENDS ARE GONNA GET DIVIDED BY THIS SMALL THING THAT TURNED INTO A PARTIALLY HUGE PROBLEM.... WELL, that's it man... very tongue tied and tired of typing... but i feel a bit better that i got this off my chest....not my b*****! dun be sick... "-
but if you didn't understand my post..............................
.........................................................
.....................................................................well to bad!!!!
you just dun understand how it is like to become a middle person in this sort of situation when two of your close friends argues with each other.

'that's it!'
bye dawgs....
trizy out!
haha being lame...

yaaaay..... exams finally over!!!!!

2005-05-14T08:34:00.000+08:00

thank goodness! finally, MYE is over...i'm so sick of revising over and over again. then, for history, i practically didn't study! i don't know...guess ever since that FISHY LADY taught history, i got so bored that i completely tuned off......heck cares if i fail history!!!! i dont really mind since it is not as if i wanted to becme an archeologist! HA! well, today... i had movie marathon with a couple of my ex-classmates from primary school. they all changed so much... and i can't believe that some from pretty become more pretty. thank goodness, dumpling is uglier than ever... xheeheeheeex...i'm so mean!! ;) jk only! anywayzz that's it byezzzz.....xxmuackszzxx

sorry...too busy

2005-04-30T16:10:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry everyone but i won't be able to write or post any time from now until 13 may because of my idiotically, freaking mid year exam!!!well, that's it! pray that i could still go on the 'net even during exam weeks....

What A day!!!!

2005-04-30T08:15:00.000+08:00

Whew. thursday has passed and now...it's Friday!!! Yay!!yeah,right. if you were in my school, it wouldn't be. it sucks like a *toot*, a d~e... so epal. i feel like commiting suicide in the morning.

i miss the first 13 words of ting xie and the teacher scolded us as if the chinese girls we're the only ones who ate yesterday. i'm so angry and frustrated. lucky, julia made us laugh during science. we went mad, insane and ultimately crazy (if ther was such a word.)

then, we coppied 'the annoying thing'. the one that goes: "ding,ding,ding,dingding,ding. moh,moh,moh,mmmwohhh...weeeeeeee!!!!" commercial. it was funny because julia did it until over. i almost peed in my pinafore for laughing so hard. anywayz, its cool that we don't have CCa for today and until MYE finishes. great....exams. i completely shut off for history.

i feel so d~e (like royce used to say.) i also feel sooo......so blah and splurgh. (u pple noe wat i min. it's lyk when u fil frustrated and the words u're feeling is not in the dictionary. not even the f word is good enough to describe it. it's a word which just comes out of your mouth in frustration.)

ahhh, life...that's what adults say. easy for them as education wasn't hard on thier backs and teachers doesn't irritate them like jack-asses braying. (cool. i just insulted the EDUCATION, man!)

well, that's it. the moral of the day is:never drink milo and coke at the same time.....and...........................................don't reply precious' sms if its about her wanting to shit.....(jus kidding.) ..........never agree to something you're uncomfortable in. you'll regret it in the future.......

duh! what if u're stuck in a 'wall-of-china' high shit and sme1 ask u if u're alright. do you say yes?OF COURSE NOT!!!! Unless you're utterly insanely madly mentally retarded.so yeah.that's it. really. byez.

Constantine Rocks-so does Keanu Reeves

2005-02-08T17:57:00.000+08:00

hey, pple! wazzup! it's been a while since i've written....
but before i explain myself, i have a weird experience that i had to write first...
you see, my frens and i went to watch constantine, which is SO COOL!!, we arrived at the mall together. but... all shows were full..as in full house.. so we decided to go to lido. while in the elevator, my 3 of my frens were talking about the grudge while i try to scare jasmine about the 'boogeyman'. suddenly, the doors opened on the fourth and jas was abt to go out as she thought we're on the 1st floor. then, i called after her that boogeyman will 'catch' her while the rest of my frens talk about the grudge. then....the lift stopped. me, jas, zara and my lil sis went out, scared that the lift might break down.. julia, ann and royce just stay there and kept talking about the grudge.. suddenly, the lights flickered and i freaked out and told them to get out immeadiately. but when we got out, some pple rode it and it work normally...hmmmm.... do you think its trying to warn me...us?????? i'm so happy al my frens are still safe... but i just can't erase it of my mind...
is it god's way to test us if our faith in him is still strong???? i wonder....
anyway, at the end of the day... i was happy that i finally get to watch a show with my frens...but then, i hope this won't happen again if i watch with them....
well, that's all for now...adios!!!!

My First Blog...

2005-02-02T06:45:00.000+08:00

wazzup pple! soooo happy today, just checked out my new blog...i think its cool. and its all thanx 2 princess jassie. *muacks* anywayzz...hope you like it too!!!
btw, at class 2day, every1 was so damn noisy...cannot stand it!!!!! i feel like strangling every1!!!! (dun ask) luckily, some of my frens told them 2 shut up...ohhh, can't wait for tomorrow!! can't wait to see nathalie flirt with old man!! (u pple know wat i'm talking abt.) i'll cry from laughing...
*gossip*
juzz herd dat orliy broke up wif kate bosworth...i hope nath won't try to "seduce" him!!! (like he will fall for her!) okayzzz....dat's all i've got to write...byezz!!!!!