O.o??
i see that my BLOG is collecting dust... D-U-S-T!!
WAAAHHH.... tsk tsk... this is BAD.
i need to post more daily.*notes to self*
hmmm... on friday, my grandmother CRIED...
this is the SECOND time i see her cry like that!
well, just this morning my relatives from PHILIPPINES called. said the funeraria is tomorrow.
and the thing is... DAD said we're too 'tied up' to go back now... which is true...
but-
ahhh
i cant say this.
i actually teared up during the call... my grandmother cried, "i'm so sorry for not being able to go there... will my brother ever forgive me?"
when my grandmother said this i just burst out crying. its so freakin sad.
imagine loosing your own brother/sister from brain damage!
i wanted to slap myself after school for acting like nothing bad is happening right now.... i was sooo different!
ok.
i should SHUT UP now...
CRIMSON VELVET