Saturday, August 27, 2005
if only the world does not tread on others, it would be good enough for me...
okay... i'm being stupid and lame now!! i went for NCC meeting today after school... very stupid lah... okay i changed my mind cancel that...stupid it was funny but i went home alone... glad sui min, dianna, and aishah was not disappointed that i gave them the CD too late... sorry guys... by the way, i apologize for not putting them in a disc casing... coz i can't find any at my house currently... and i'm glad that the NCOs say that we're not the type that is rude to them... glad school's over... as in weekend is near... but i must train for orienteering... argh! we practicing with SJI again, i think.... well, i half hope and half hope not... anyways, i will stop here now... hi friends... smile... :D
demented councillor
signing out...
8:39 AM : its the colour
CRIMSON VELVET
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
yo wazup!!! so hyper now!!!
okay let's just say that on Friday, august 19 2005, was the most funniest yet scary NCC training i had for this year, other than CAMP FEAST of course! it started out as we're supposed to go for training with SJI guys. (yep, z! saint joseph people!) when we arrived there, the sir told us we have to be in a group alone. i was so shocked that.... okay delete that! everyone was like: *mouth hanging open* "WHAT?!" Then the blabbering continues.... yep. oh yeah! the guys there were so stupid to GREET MA'AM TAN AS A SIR! yeah, that was hilarious.... no 'fence miss tan but it was funny when she said with mock hurt in her voice:"do i look like a guy to you??" that cacked us all up!! even the NCOs/CPL. after the whole orienteering, we had 'ice breakers' game-- WACKO!-- yeah... it was lame but i actually made some 'friends' in one hour. okay maybe two hours. and hahaha to the sir who think girls can't remeber guys names!! i still remeber them.
they are:
Liyang, Rozainni, Matthew, Daryl, Phavit(sp?), Zi Xiang, Elyon (sp?), Rahim, Siva, Jeffrey, Gillian(sp?), 'Pok' and the NCOs MArtin, JOhn, Raffi....
so hahahah!!! i still remeber about more than 10 guys beat that, huh!!
BTW: liyang is such a gentleman. if you're reading this, thanks for helping me remeber the names... well, some of them at least!
then on saturday, august 20 2005, we went to sentosa with my cuz, aunt and fam.... (family for short!) and then, we ride around practically the whole beach. we played volleyball--i actually scored 4 times this time!--and soccer, in which i suck at somehow...
after that, me and inah followed my mom 'touring' my cuz and aunt at underwater world, dolphin lagoon, orchid gardens... etc!! etc!! then, i was bored like shit until we went home and found out that the next day, we're going to watch 'THE MAID' AND ' CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY'! which i will tell you about next...
okay on sunday, which is today, we went to church. and saw anthony(cathecism dude) with his family. i was staring at him and he stared back as in "i've-seen-you-before-but-i-don't-know-where.." sort. then, we went for the 7th annual Filipino League of Mary anniversary. quite boring except for my younger sister's dance and my younger's brother's dance too. soo kawaii they two! when, we got to orchard to watch the show.... our dad got his map all mixed up and me, cuz and inah ended up at shaw while they ended up at cineleisure. we were like idiots waiting for each other to turn up. then, when we found out we got divided. they came looking for us ending up with mom, trina, gramp and grandmama and my aunt gone.... well, missing, that is... after that mom got frustrated and decided not to watch it.... i think we'll watch it on monday.... i don't know... not really sure of the day though.... so that was all... quite long but exciting and funny at the same time....
this is demented councillor
signing out... *muacks*
!!happy birthday annabel and roycelyn!!
1:15 PM : its the colour
CRIMSON VELVET
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
yo people, 'zup!!
'tis trizy here... aintcha all findin' it wierd that your homie's lang is well.... slang?
xxhahahaxx forgive my urban split personality, it was forcing to say that... hehehe i'm being stupid again. anyways, i just found out that my one of my 7 godfathers is......DUN, DUN, DUN,DUN!!!! dracula!!! oh the horror!!
nah just kidding... or elsve ir vould have suck vouir vlood vy now... hehehe... :p
well, back to my story... well, i was searching through my birth certificate file... (i wanna know if i'm adopted... haha",) and i came across a paper stating that i have 7 godfathers and godmothers.... and one of my godfathers is an actor!! my dad used to work for him and so was my other godfather, uncle lito. (he's a nice guy:simple yet cool. but he's an alcholic & still has a great heart.) then, my mom saw me and i asked her why the hell is this actor's name is in my birth certificate... then, my mom said that not to talk about in front of my dad cause they have a grudge at each other and that he's not really my g.f. at all but his name was smehow nt deleted. so there you go i leave you with a wonderful (maybe) fact about my life...
and i'm not so mad anymore. but i think smeone is thinking that i don't wanna talk to her today. but i still do... yeah... and roycelyn, thanks for the letter! it helped a lot with my problem thingy. so yeah! really a lot of thanks!! lav ya
i'm thinking of another story to write its based on the fact above but not so like that. (but i'm going to write it as you--john.)
ohhh....john pratts.... hehehe he's the dude at below...
quite cute but his attitude is like that of malfoy in the quizilla stories...
ever-loving,
trizy
your most demented councillor :p
11:59 AM : its the colour
CRIMSON VELVET
Saturday, August 13, 2005
okay well, you might actually be wondering why the song 'I'M NOT OKAY(I PROMISE) BY M.C.R is playing..... guess what?? it's simple... that's how i feel today..... i'm not o-fucking-kay now!!! wanna know why??!! well let's just say... i am feeling this way because of some GREATFUL people in my life who just loves to contribute to all the fuss.... yep! and i've got a poem too.... i wrote in like 10 minutes flat as i opur my whole heart out to it...
*here it is *
during my past few years in my life,
i realised one thing in mind...
friendship can never really last...
true friends can past away so fast!
they tell you secrets,
you tell them yours...
i guess you can never really trust them at all!
once in clicks, now seperated
best friends gone apparated...
behind your back you didn't know,
a knife they've stabbed deep, deep below.
you'll realise it only when its too late...
for they've just called you "bitch, we hate!!"
now all alone....
you start to cry,
pretty soon, you're ready to die...
friendship wilting, once forever....
now deleted... not ever forever...
hmm... i guess friendship dosen't last at all...
as i had just began to fall.
(written by me 12 august 11.45)
yeah...well, i hope you understand how i feel right now... but if you're offended...
heck care it's my life!!!! ~haiz~ if you want to leave a hate message feel free to do so..... yeah... that's how i feel.... i'm just gonna keep quiet and stuff....
well, enough of the sad stuff!!!
alright.... as school starts to end... my sadness subsidedd as i head down for recess with them... yeah seriously... then i stayed back for nothing and coz i felt like it and all... i hang out with sharifa, alicia, tina and atiqah after eating... OMG my stomach hurts so much after talking with them... sharifah told us some crazy stuff and jokes too... cool, i got 'in touch' with another click.... but i don't want to be an extra to them so i kept to myself.... i also got to talk alot more to annabel nowadays... i guess she seem to understand me.... *shrugs* i don't know but i'm beginning to believe what rae said to me last year... i regret getting too close now... *recalls rae telling her stuff(secret) * i should've taken her word... but now i guess i learnt it the 'hard' way
okay, that's practically what happened.... i also hope you visit http://www.wimp.com/swearing/ it's funny and cute at the same time yet its full of fuck...................................... and i'd like to say it loud and proudly.... "FUCK THE FUCKING MOTHER-FUCKERS!!!!" yeah that came from the video... hahaha i just felt like typing that down..... well, hope i didn't assault anyone.... coz i'm pretty much hurt myself through my point of view that is........ go roy! go son! you can beat your record dudes!! well, that's it... hahaha i like saying well today.... well, *there i go again* bye!
1:33 PM : its the colour
CRIMSON VELVET
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
SchoolDNA sucks to the core!!!!!........Either that or my comp!
harlw... Hey zara! If your reading this thank goodness you finally put your first entry.... anyways, I've been trying to access to schooldna until now... Stupid thing keeps repeating that you can only log in from school.... Stupid really... Well, other than that... My 'rents are out of town... wif my cuz... whoopie!! But so boring... I watched all day long and I finish my d&t project already but then again schooldna got something wrong.... Or they really hate my nric number... He's... What can I do..... Please tag me!!! Well, hi jas! royce, wazzup!! hey bel! thanks guys for trying to help me with my schooldna prob thingy... yeah, really appreaciate it... that's iut fro now.. i'm having hand-brain corporation... byessssssssss.
dEmenTeD cOUNcilLor
signing out
2:43 PM : its the colour
CRIMSON VELVET
Sunday, August 07, 2005
its final... i don't belong in my family....
harlow... yes it's me! i'm freakin'.... no wait, change that to fucking pissed!!
yes! i don't belong in my family... they are stupidly, bastardly, idiotically retarded to even 'make' thier family.... oh yeah... and god knows why i'm i was born to them... they are so hateful.... my sister is so,so,... so like a fucked-up shit... nagging and nagging about herself... she's like: (quote) " this shirt looks ugly on me... i'm gonna change... oh my gosh! like my hair are all curled in!..." yeah, you get the point... and tml, thank god my 'rents are going away with my cuz and aunt to genting... but sadly, they 'grounded' me for some reasons.... as i asked my dad politely if he could bring us to school at around 6 in the morning for i have to report by 6.30 am. but at first my dad was like ' go yourself! take the bus!!' and i told him that the bus comes every 30 minutes... so my dad said 'go out of here at around 5.30 then...' and i said 'are you nuts?! i wake up at around 5.30 if i leave i that time, i'll have to wake up at 5.00!!!??' then, i left the room coz i was onviously pissed.... i kept muttering things like: "the people who can fuck off are-- dad, mom, sister, stupid people, some people in school, miss wong, coach luke, anthony, the donkey & the cow....---- yeah i kept mutterring that to myself and i also planned how to kill them slowly.... so they'll die torturously... (if there's such a word..) after, a while, my dad called me and made up his mind and said he'll bring me to school instead... so i agreed then my fucking sister had to ruin everything by saying that how come trizia can always go to school early... yada,yada,yadda!! so i was pissed and the three of us had a screaming competition UNTIL MY mom screamed shut tup and just go to school or forget about it... my sis was saying forget about it but heck care... i wanna go to school... she can say at home and grow fat and everything....
so yes that's what happened in the evening...
during mass, like most guys were staring at my cuz and asking what's her name and all those stuff... yeah, pretty bhb of her to give away her phone number like its a calling card or something.... yep! then, the rest are quite stupid and funny from my point of view... that's all for now folks!!!! *muacks*
10:01 PM : its the colour
CRIMSON VELVET
Saturday, August 06, 2005
let the cOOkies crumble... i just felt like saying that! :)
agrh!! roycelyn's gonna drive me insane!!! numero uno, i'm not obsess!!! i'm just talking about that coz i saw right not like you who tell me even the smallest detail: such as using the same soap!? puh-lease!! like i'm a cheese fan... *rolls eyes* anyways, i've changed the music video to MY PAPER HEART by ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS... yeah and i'm pissed with the fact that my stupid chinese teacher is soooo unreasonable... i can't strand her anymore!!! i want to throw the bloody cans of baked beans at her face... oh yeah... the cans came from the ayam brand pple who for some reasons decided to guve it to us... how cheap.... ", anyways, when i went to yahoo and image searched charmaine's name a chest-naked woman came out.... xdotzx i didn't know charmaine is like that.... well, i'm bored to death...... i don't really like doing D&T work now.... hell lah!!! .....those teachers can die lahrx.... xXhahahaXx i'm being stupid.... watching the lost series tml.... hehehe.... can see dominic monaghan.... :) okay i'll leave you here.... byes.....
dEmenTeD cOUncilor, signing out
10:51 AM : its the colour
CRIMSON VELVET
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
VISIT LINKS TO WATCH THE VIDEO TO THE SONG THAT'S PLAYING... IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT JUST GO TO THE LINKS AND YOU'LL SEE.... IT'S "SWING,SWING" BY THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS. THEY ROCK MAN!!!
8:39 AM : its the colour
CRIMSON VELVET
Monday, August 01, 2005
crazy about the all-american rejects...
i think All-American rejects are cool!!
tyson's got nice eyes.... haha... like the smallville dude.... and nick's just wierd.... but i don't know who's chris... any ways, royce still talking about... _ _ _ ..... yeah... very dotz xlolx
my x-men story have complaetely changed.... yeah... but still writing it............ argh! can't get enough of a.a.r.... woo-hoo! tml my cousin and aunt is coming cool!! but it'll suck along the way too.... i know, coz i have a gut feeling.... yeah... my family is born with premonitions.... like i had this wierd dream about me finding my supposed to be dead dog and yet find that my house was being destroyed.... i think its supposed to mean me getting back together wif my friend coz of a problem and the house as me flunking maths test by a freakin' half mark!!! ARGH! i can't believ i wasted my test.... ohh... i'm hearing toxic by britney spears now... how wierd i don't even rmbr clicking on that song... stupid thing.... okay, i'll sign off now.... byes.....
6:09 PM : its the colour
CRIMSON VELVET
